Hi.Sorry to hear you haven't had a good start to the year.Its very hard to lose people you may love. Always think of the good times.It will help you to recover and you will get through it in good time. I promise.
OK, not that this is a competition but mine has to be up there with the worst...
I got home from NYE expecting the wife to be out at a friend's.
When I got in at 2am, she'd gone. Like GONE gone. Her stuff, the cat, the car, her PC. Gone. And in it's place a note on the monitor trying to guilt trip me.
But the upside is, it didn't set off my Manic Depression, it's allowed me the freedom to be social on here more, it's allowed me the freedom to talk about this fetish to a couple of female friends rather than being totally secretive, and they were very supportive.
And that gave me the confidence to post my pic on here too.
So sorry that you had to attend two funerals back-to-back like that. I can't imagine. And BlueMeanie, also so sorry your marriage ended that abruptly.
I was going to post this in the "Mirror, Mirror" thread but might as well here, but I've had some tough breaks lately. My marriage is ending; in a nutshell, Spouse filed about a year ago, we made a real effort to reconcile last summer, then in Sept. he had second thoughts, I got the new paperwork in mid-Dec. and I'm devastated. TaterJ, you've always written with incredible sensitivity regarding your former spouse and everyday I aim to be just as respectful. It was different issues that led us to part ways, but we can at least co-parent our four, soon to be five sons. Yeah...it's complicated. Sometimes he and I would run into friends we hadn't seen in years and they were utterly shocked either of us had married and procreated, so I also thank my lucky stars for that.
Ironically, I feel the healthiest approach is allowing myself to not be okay and to be damaged goods for a while, all while pursuing healing and recovery.
Writingismylife- You beautiful soul, you are right, allow yourself time to grieve and heal and mother. I can't imagine how you must be feeling, pregnancy is such a vulnerable time. Big love! You are enough x
I love this group! So much respect, support, vulnerability and openness!
Love you, too
Oh my god...I'm so sorry. I really have no words for you 
