I've just seen this group and against my better judgement I've joined!
I have a fear of clowns, but also love the idea of being messed by a clown and this is two fold.
1. As a child and Adult I had a fear of circus clowns and anything where I can't actually see the persons really face. Then I saw Alison Jack get pied by clowns on Sky News and thought that clowns might be ok, under duress
2. The there are the sinister horror clowns, Pennywise, Art or Twisty, these terrify me, I saw 5 minutes of Terrifier and I had nightmares at 40 odd years old for weeks. Then had a thought that those guys could make for a throughly despicable humiliating messing.
Basically my character would I think, love to be messed by either, possible the second set more and the fear and humiliation could be exactly what I'm looking for,
So although I am a registered Coulrophobe haha, Im still interested haha.