Health care in this country is seriously fucked up...

Get well soon!

Speedy recovery Jayce xx

i had a sitter for the little one, i needed to be back home, i could only get one for yesterday afternoon. they wanted me to stay one night but i had them give me some less strong pain meds so i am not completely obliterated on meds and keep my wits somewhat about me.

im in a ton of pain. its hard to even get in and out of bed but i ate yesterday like CRAZY. i dont know what they gave me that made me EAT and my throat hurts pretty bad from intubation. but i will get thorugh it. i have no idea when ill be able to get out of this bed without horrible pain. they said the 3rd day will be the worst adn then it should go down bit by bit.....just depends. i see the doc again on tuesday so im looking for a ride to post op.

THANK YOU ALL for your lovely commetns and texts adn emails i am very grateful i havve tried since i woke up to get little dude ready at 5, to not take pain meds but i just had to bc i have had to get up a few times.

but i am attempting to not take them at all but its pretty harsh. i had them switch mine bc they had me prescribed 40 dilaudids. i asked them to please give me something less strong bc i am home alone. so they gave me oxy codone, percocet, whatever. i dont have coffee. thats a big bummer at the moments. haahhahaha.

but i need to rest. i keep just nodding off and waking up in a pile of my own slobber lol. bc i am not allowed to lay down yet.

that was another reason as well.

i would have stayed overnight and had them bill me for it.....to be safe but i asked the doc permission to leave bc of my little bit needing me. he gave me some strict instructions and his personal cell number so i can contact him whenever i need to. i woke up this morning and looked uner some bandages and started freaking out.

so i probably shouldnt do that again until more healing comes. sheeeewww that was scary!

yeah he forgot to put the parts where i offered unreleased and FREE sex vids, vids people wanted in my store and all kinds of shit for FREE if anyone bought anything off mywish list.....he forgot to quote that. that middle finger pics was for him if you dont like what you read or me? stay off my forum post. Everyone else has been warm and kind. a quality i appreciate in the community

Notice the Jayce picture in glasses. Super cute!

I can't believe you didn't even stay for one night. You are one tough lady. I know your pain because I will be going in for my 4th bad mesh related repair surgery the end of Oct. I have always stayed for 3 or 4 night. They say the new mesh is way better than the old stuff now. Hopefully this repair will be your last one and mine too. You never see my belly scars because I am always covered in a sooper thick layer of mud. Which I hope to see you in soon. Here's to a speedy recovery.

You are so tough, young lady!

Dilaudid is of the devil. I didn't know you could even get that in pill form. I've only ever gotten shots of it, and only ever in the hospital. The first one erases EVERYTHING, pain, emotion, judgment, you name it. It scares me how when I get that, a doctor could come in and say "we're going to saw your leg off", and I'd be totally cool with it.

But then you get to the third or fourth shot, and you really start to take notice of the diminishing returns. Then there's the withdrawal, which might make you feel like you'd rather be in the pain.

As for sleep, a recliner is your best friend. I slept in one for 4 years straight when the Crohn's was at its worst. You'll get used to it.

Be careful with that stuff and only take it to relieve pain and help healing.

There are several ads on Newsradio 780 and the local cut-in on cable for lawyers looking for patients who are suffering because of Exalto, Only take it for relief and follow-up with the surgeon.

Just don't get addicted to pain meds! They'll cause your WAM budget to take a hit!!!!

Ok...let's be honest here....

As you can tell Jayce actually had a very unique "paragraph" operation.

So far, it's holding together well. I am cautiously optimistic.

Well, buying stuff from her store will help her with her Papa John's Addiction.

Papa John's? Effing Papa John's? Poor girl needs an intervention.

Good luck. I hope all goes smoothly and I wish you a speedy recovery.

All the love, Jayce! <3

I agree, but it's the only pizza that delivers around her.

its true its the only place that delivers to me unless you go through a delivery "place" here where i live.


good ol kentucky.

bhahaha. i fucking hate this place.

thank you all for all the awesome love and whatnots. last night was probably the worst. so today? since i have not slept, i may be typing this?? i may not....im a little foggy. but i am not taking pain meds. hence, causing sincere lack in sleep. took one at 3 am and all it did was just help calm me down a bit i still couldnt sleep and OMG I WISH I HAD A RECLINER. my bed sits pretty high so its hard to get in and out of.

where the mesh was? i have three different sites that were cut open and ONLY the site where the mesh was dug out in CLUMPS.....(and this was a newer mesh, i got it put in just under 2 years ago i believe it was. spring of 08?) anyway, THAT is the site that is giving me the most pain. omgosh. anyway, i am meditating and going to try to eat. i havent eaten a "meal" so that needs to come. i wish you could like "rent a recliner" i swear id be all over that! haha!

but thank you all. Its still a hard road, and i am trying not to be angry at the doctor who did this to me...everytime i sit up or even move and feel that horrific pain...man, it makes me WANT to be angry....but im trying really hard not to be. To just know that all things will be okay. and thank you all, again for all the awesome comments and emails and love!

i will release some really cool shit as soon as i can sit in the computer chair long enough

xoxoxoooxoxoxxooxoxoxo

and i am so sorry if you have had to deal with mesh as well. it was mesh and muscle repair and all kinds of shit but the mesh was a bad bad deal. i hate that for you. im so sorry. you are in my thoughts.

papa johns has cinnamon pull aparts i would kill for. they are the best things ever bc i am prettty sure they are made with angels hands and bacon grease stuck together by sugar and cinnamon. lol. fucking delicious.

Hope recovery is going well!!

Glad to hear the surgery was successful. Good choice in what socks to wear. I felt some nostalgia.

Hello beautiful Jayce
Only see this thread now
What a story... but time's on your side now...
Wishing you a good recovery

iam Glad every thing is going as plan and thanks for the update

Hope your recover is short and you get back to normal ASAP. Get well soon.

yes it has been quite the rollercoaster of shit.

ive lost dear friends to death and just life in general. this injury made it to where i could not hardly teach anymore because training was so painful.
but i am getting better! i took a pain pill at 8 am yesterday morning bc i had a horrible night of it....but i decided after that, i was going to opt out of taking anymore. I have not been sleeping and those painkillers would only work WELL for a couple of hours. no sense in it....so i have been meditating, catching up on stuff with my lil friend being so busy to prepare for this got me behind on my most important things in life so, this gives me a chance to really look inward. when you are down for the count, and alone, man...its a great time for some self improvement! self realization is a bitch and also beautiful at the same time.

thank you all so much!

new releases coming this week! keep your peepers peeled!! just need to rest out the rest of this weekend and try to be almost pain free before i am sitting up in that chair for a few hours at a time

anyone dealing with body issues or having things done that lower your self esteem, or you just realize that you got some fucked up shit going on....or are in PAIN? i am so sorry. I swear i think about all of you and all that have commented telling what they are going through. thank you for sharing because i am spreading the love back! I have dealt with this pain for months and now i am having to be in pain to get out of pain and it is mentally daunting. I truly, truly send all the love I have for anyone dealing with physical or emotional pain of any kind.

let the sun shine on you and bring you peace in your hard times!

and if anyone wants to send me cinnamon pull aparts and pizza i will NOT STOP YOU. I will be alone the rest of the holiday weekend with my lil friend so anything to help me NOT have to get up and cook? shit ill take it! ALWAYS LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT VIDS OR ANYTHING, PLEASE! DO NOT FEEL LIKE ITS RUDE, ITS NOT! not everythign in the world is free and I highly acknowledge that! thanks everyone! may your sales be awesome, your messy time be easy clean up and the peanut butter leave your hair easily. hahaha! love you all!!

Wow, what a charming girl!

Glad you are on the road to recovery, Jayce.

I know what you are going through. I've had three minor surgeries in the last month to de-clot my dialysis access point. That combined with dialysis 3 times a week and doctor's appointments means a good amount of time in medical facilities.

I hope you have a full and speedy recovery, and can get back to being wet and messy real soon.

With regards to this, I want to take this opportunity to point out the "Messy Minds" group.
https://umd.net/groups/group/messy-minds

Remember that we're all human, we all hurt, and we all have crap going on. We all suffer, it's a basic tenant of life, but no one needs suffer alone.

Also, I think someone needs to get you one of these to help you sleep.
https://imgaz1.chiccdn.com/thumb/large/oaupload/newchic/images/D4/5A/66e6b853-c2f7-4408-8c76-eaa85a109a92.JPG

Meanwhile, I need one of these to help me sleep
https://i2.wp.com/metro.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2018/12/SEI_45751342-73ec.jpg?quality=90&strip=all&zoom=1&resize=540%2C720&ssl=1

Good luck Jayce! You will be in my thoughts & prayers and I wish you nothing but the best during and after the procedure. Sending good vibes your way!

Stay strong

Charming?