Sorry to see this news and wishing you all the best you've got this x

Cannabis oil. Not the psychoactive ingredient, you need pure CBD. It's been medicinal for thousands of years but only illegal for a hundred. The modern pharmaceutical industry is a scam, find some CBD locally and add some pine-tree / grape seed antioxidant extract.

Half of your onslaught will be fought by what you ingest - the other half, is determined by your spirit.

We can only ever give up when we choose to.

Choose Not To.

Consultant today confirmed that at least one of my lymph nodes has cancer so as well as the tumour they have to come out too. Opp 16th September Xx

Wow, very cool about the ancestors. I love the Leeds & Liverpool, have regularly walked and cycled the sections nearby. I've always hankered after a narrowboat, head off and explore the entire network across the country. And likewise about boats, I can't swim but love being on the water in some kind of boat or craft.


My mum had that, I gather it's fairly common. Hopefully the operation will be successful, and won't be too bad to recover from.
***hugs***

Just seen this and sending my best wishes to you both for a speedy recovery.

Rooting for you! You got this and fuck cancer!

Sending you best wishes hunny xxx

Gawd, so many prayers.

I miss you and love you

Good luck with the op tomorrow, thinking of you and sending big gentle hugs x

Stay strong, girlfriend!

I'm not gonna lie I'm shitting myself

Thank you all for your words of encouragement.

Thinking of you and hoping and praying everything goes the very best it can.

Sending love and best wishes for a speedy recovery.

Hope you can feel the collective Good Vibes of your fans and friends all over the world. We love you!

I'm very sorry to hear about your diagnosis. My prayers are with you.

Home and feeling OK. Had all the lymph nodes in my armpit removed so have a drain in and got a cute handbag made by volunteers. The nurse told me they were running low so I downloaded the pattern and will make some on my machine for the ward, least I can do. I have another incision by my areola to get the main tumour out so just wait now to see if they took enough of a margin and how many lymph nodes are involved to stage my cancer. They were absolutely wonderful there can't fault the NHS for their treatment and thank you for all the words and love to get me through this Xx

I love you all Xx

That is no small amount of pain you're dealing with and you're still smiling! You're a much stronger and positive person than I!

All my best, please let us know if you need anything!

Welcome home, glad to hear it went well, and huge thanks for updating us all.

Rest easy and heal well!

***hugs***

That's so sweet of you to make more bags, thinking of others even while going through this. I'm all choked up. I'm so glad you're feeling ok, sending more love xxx

I am really sorry to read this. I hope all goes well and you can stay strong and fight it. x

Hi all,

Been a tough couple of weeks healing and doing exercises to stop cording and lymphodemia occurring and get my range of motion in my arm since my nerves were cut during surgery. I have some numbness and stinging altered sensations from lymph node clearance and some pretty horrible nerve sensations in the past few days.

I returned to work on my terms on Monday did 4 hours and 5 hours today missing being with people and I had so many hugs and everyone saying that the place has been empty without me one said lifeless another said it was like a breath of fresh air to see me and my sense of humour and smiling face I have been so touched by lovely messages. Every day I'm lifted up.

I'm not gonna lie I have been in dark places, but a new med for now as support is helping so much so the night before last I was having messy thoughts about rainwear and Richard filling it up and then giving me a good seeing too on the bed. I was thinking about my fantasy of going for a walk in the countryside with my rain pants on and pvc pants filled with gateaux and trifle and custard and beans and climbing over styles and gates and the mess running into my unlined green Nora wellies coming home and being hosed down outside and then all the gloop that ended up in my wellies poured over my head. So naughty but it really turned me on and I woke Richard up to deal with me. Ots been so long since I have had any sexual urges nevermind messy ones. It was so lovely

Well 14th October I will find out what stage my cancer is at due to how many lymph nodes are involved we know one definitely is and more about the type of cancer in my breast and if they have clear margins around the tumour meaning they got it all out. Surgeon mentioned mastectomy if they had to go in again I really don't want to have more surgery since I know that there is alot more difficult procedures to undergo still.

I'm remaining positive mostly, praying and surrounding myself with the people I love and being kind to myself mostly. I still love a glass of red or two tried to give it up lol.

Hope you are all doing great
Lots of love to my messy Family
Lisa Xx

We love you!

Thank you for keeping us updated. I can only imagine the kind of pain you're in. Please let us know if you need anything!

Just your words of encouragement, it's amazing how these words and this connection across all my social media lift me up everyday, especially if I'm going to have chemo im not going to be able to be with people as my immune system will be low. Xx

Sending you love and the very best wishes for a speedy recovery as you navigate your way this these challenging times. I am sure many brighter days full of fun, messy times and love lay ahead.

Lisa is so amazing!

Hi Everyone

I went for my follow up appointment from my surgery yesterday.....

Not the news I hoped for 32mm as they thought turned in to 54mm they removed but there is pre cancer cells beyond that so I have to have more surgery I opted for just those margins again as she said I could have a mastectomy and there might not of been needed. I could potentially have to have mastectomy hopefully not though. The cancer is grade 3 DCIS on the posative the 10 nodes they took out only 2 of them were posative. I wait for a surgery date again had another pre opp assessment swobbed. I'm shattered with the anxiety but I'm ok nothing I can do but go with it. I kind of thought that I would need more taken out I don't know how I knew. So I wont be passed to oncology as i had hoped just yet
Xx

You are doing to do well, Lisa!

I won't allow otherwise, goddamit!

Hi you lovely lot

Well I had margin surgery 4 weeks ago. I went to see my consultant 1st December and I knew even before she opened her mouth what she was going to say to me. I have been right all along. When friends kept telling me it won't be cancer you will be OK I knew it was cancer.

Unfortunately all the samples they took out again had pre cancerous cells in and the only option now is a mastectomy. I've had a few days to process the idea of it. I'm a bit sad but I want this out of me now, it has gone on too long enough so I'm booked on 16th December. Not long to think about it is probably a good thing. At least I will be drain free for Christmas. Its definitely going to be a quiet one this year.

Love to you all

And love back to you and all the very best of luck and healing x