oooookay! SO, i wont be able to get messy for a while. i am scheduling my fucking surgery this am for the end of this month, beginning of sept.

during the time i am down, i have awesome vids i am releasing, but i will be shooting the dudes, a lot, and other girls.....when i can hold a camera and light again. hahaha.

this surgery is because of pain. purely. it is not cosmetic....if it were? i wouldnt have it. the pain has become something i sincerely cant live with anymore. i can barely take out trash. its horrifying.

ANYWAY!! i am taking A COUPLE X rated customs!! messsy or wet, you choose BUT i have to take them NOW. i have to prepare for Dixie coming in next week, and make sure all is finished before I make the drive for pre operations and then the operation.

I am also doing a "highest bidder" to a video of me having ANAL SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME. for reals. I have been wanting to do it forever and i keeep hearing slime, loads of it? will make it easier. SO THE BIDDING STARTS AT 500! it will be YOURS ! you choose the mess, you choose the outfit, you choose!! the only thing you CANT DO is ask me to go ass to mouth. no. thanks.

anyway, my sex and bj vid is still up on vidown if you wanna catch it now.... if you wanna have your own fantasy come to life?

hit me up at jaycelane0611@gmail.com



have a great one!

I'd like to fuck Jayce while getting her messy, but that'll never happen so what's the use?

never say never! who knows what could happen in this crazy world!

I am sorry to hear about your pain. Is it a slipped disk?

(You probably already discussed this. If so, I missed it.) lol

nope. it is NON fda approved mesh that was put in my body (which is now torn and scattered about, pressing on the nerves) , about 3 layers of scar tissue and some torn muscle i can still do stuff but i have to press through some serious pain. I basically do shit until i cant take it anymore.

it has been a severe setback and the person who did this to me? doesnt have to do shit about it. the laws have protected this idiot so i am out all the money. yay!

I am not sure why people cant just be "human" and admit they fucked up and try to help you fix it....but alas....we are human, i suppose. i just wish some people, like this doctor in this case, coudl be a little more of an empathetic human.

I would love to see jayce in a big messy blowjob (if i were the guy who recieves it and gets messy I would be happy) anyway, Good luck on your surgery everything will br fine and you will be messy in a very short time

Dear, this is terrible! I had a suspicion that might have been the problem.

Hint about anal: Years ago Nina Hartley had a socio-political board shared with her husband Ernest Green. (My wife even enjoyed it.) And idea she had about anal was to work into it by starting with small butt plugs or dildos and working up to your partner's size.

I can't believe I wrote that last paragraph... What will Robbie write?

All I can say is that you should do the things you have wanted to do, but exceed that. Don't put yourself into a situation of regret down the line. Your value far exceeds just what you do and make here specifically.

That said, I hope you have a blast trying out some new things and that recovery is swift and as comfortable as possible. You've had enough pain this past year.

Remember that you have friends here that care about you.

thank you

i hope to do some x rated stuff before surgery!

so, make sure to email me if you are interested! after surgery, i dont know how much i will be doing for a while....we will just have to see how recovery goes.

its incredibly painful and this has gone beyond so the therapy to get back into flexibilty and everything is going to be a tough road. who knew all this shit could come from something like this??

welp. its my fucking luck. i swear if it were just cosmetic?? i would not have it done. at all. but its the pain that is so fucking awful. i have never felt pain so sharp and then radiating! so uncool but it is what it is!!


anyway, hit me up for marked down x rated vids before my surgery! i need something to keep my mind from wandering into shitty places! what better way than to fuck while messy??

thanks loves !

I wanted to do some X rated stuff with Jayce but she kept taking out that can of pepper spray.

Fixed

OMG! If I do get the chance to do you while getting you messy, I'll make sure to get you some pain medicine. And yes I'll let you sell the vid in your store. If you want, we can have sex outdoors too. I'm sure the heat will help with blood flow,hehe. Hopefully we can get some practice in so we'll be ready to "nail it" out of the park! Hehe.

I am so sorry to hear that you are in so much pain. I had no idea. And I never heard of mesh in the body, so I looked up on You Tube. Quite interesting, actually. Are they going to clean out the old mesh and put new or forgo it altogether?

Hope this surgery goes well. Take care.

I too hope that your surgery goes well and that you have a speedy recovery.

the mesh that has broken into pieces...which it shouldnt have in such a short amount of time...or ever...is one of the things causing my pain. a lot of it has settled on nerves and are causing pain so they have to find all of it and get it out. it can travel around your body as well and cause some serious shit. so, its pretty fucking scary.
whats even more fucked up is this doctor had no fucking fda approval to use this mesh how he did yet, im paying for all of this bc of some fucking "two year" thing....this mesh was put in less than two years ago.

its so insanely fucked. like i cant really wrap my head around it to be honest. i have even called this doctor and even though he has operated on me 3.....4 times now? put me out of work and money THAT many times over 5 years.....all i want is him to pay for me to get fixed. thats it. i dont want to fucking take him for everythign he has done. i just want him to help me get better. he wont return my phone calls. its sad. you trust someone. a doctor. a very well known doctor and with a good reputation...and they just fucking suck. he knows he fucked up. he knows though, that he is very well protected with 6 lawyers on his retainer. NO malpractice lawyer will take my case because of this "two year statue of limitations" when my first surgery was done.

its so fucking sad. it doesnt look bad. at all. like i said. i would leave it be if it werent for the pain. it is so bad. and they have recalled this mesh now. on ANYTHING. so they say i can sue the mesh company...but the mesh company didnt put this shit in my body. the doc did. i dont even know how to go about that and honestly?? i have so much other shit going on and my life, my son, his needs? i dont want to live fucking fighting this. i just want to be healed.

and its literally costing everything i have. :/ fucking sucks but hey. im still breathing. there is that. try to look on the bright side!

Trust me, I know that feeling all too well. I just want to be better so I can have a normal life. It especially sucks when the doctors run out of medicines or procedures to try.

But you pose a really good point about the lawsuit. There are chances that the doctor didn't do anything wrong per se. But, the manufacturer of that mesh, and also the implants could be held liable.

I don't want to freak you out, but there are a lot of stories about leaking implants and serious health complications like lymphoma resulting.

You may not want to deal with this, but you may not have a choice if you want to get better.

jayce, on the off-chance this is what actually happened.

Was this a clinical trial?

no sir.

it was paid for by me. it was surgery number 3? 4? and he decided to use mesh this last time around......

and didnt do what needed to be done as far as muscle repair and removal of scar tissue from prior surgeries. he basically fucked me. over and over and kept telling me he was fixing things. and he would....and then it would fuck up again very shortly after. then once it did i found out all the things he did wrong.

you trust doctors, you know? especially ones with good reputations and you realize they have a good reputation because they have a team of 6 lawyers on retainer and if you even try to touch this guy? is not worth it....no matter what you have been through. he is SOOOOOO PROTECTED and the laws are FUCKED for patients.

its sad, really. :/ oh well. life goes on.

Now I understand the situation a bit better.

But one shouldn't channel Kilgore Trout.

F... it. I want you better. You're the straw that stirs the drink here...yes, another of my dated references.