I don't know why I always have to feel everything as extremes. Its always been hard to deal with and I have built up a lot of hurt for a 19 year old. I don't know why I cant let anything go or learn to move on. I lost my cat about a week ago to Leuk...

Not a day goes by where I can say things went smooth or simple. I am always sad or angry or just confused which leads to more sadness and anger. My fiverr account got deleted for a second time, this time with triple the amount of money on my account...