Gunge_is_great said: I Hope Things inprove. Hope and Love are strong feelings and can help overcome the toughest of hardships. I Am sending some Hope and Hugs your way *Hugs*

Jayce said: hello.

If you dont know, i am Jayce. I started here with "Jayce and Jilly's house of mess" which, she is, indeed, my real life sister.

We have grown up together, fought the world together, fought eachother, we made life what we could through music and humor growing up with just our mom and a shitty piece of shit step dad and then men afterwards that broke our mothers heart. We all stuck together and no matter how much she hated me sometimes, me being the older one i suppose? but she got the most attention.....we have a bond like no other person can replicate.

a few years ago you all probably saw jilly on twitter blasting the HELL out of me, making up lies and stories. hell, i even heard she messaged producers. Anyway, not long ago, Jilly recanted all of the things she said and if you noticed then....i did not retaliate bc i knew WHY she was doing these things.

My sister has never drank. Ever. never been a drinker. She met a guy, got on a suboxone program to help get off painkillers and it created anxiety. this guy told her drinking was going to help and she did. She was self mediating with alcohol and within a few months was going through a handle in about 2 or less days, of gin. she weighed about 80 pounds.

My sister, now has stage 3 cirrhosis of the liver. She needs a transplant. Problem here is that she needs it NOW. Other problems. She has had liters and LITERS of infected fluid taken off her abdomen the past month and it keeps coming back. The more they take off? the harder it is on her heart so now? they need to put in a shunt? i think that is what it is called. her potassium levels drop within hours. not days. HOURS. to where she is a sneeeze away from a heart attack.

My dad wants to give some of his liver and she will have to live in a hospital until the liver grows? i think is how it works i tried to listen to all this but it was a LOT but our dad has been a pill abuser my whole life. high blood pressure. i have no clue how the FUCK that would ever happen.

She is going to die if she doesnt get a liver and even if she does get one, she has a pretty low chance of making off that table bc of her body going into shock. lets add on that her pancreas is FUCKED, years of bulemia that doesnt really help. I am just in complete and total shock. Im scared. Shes scared but i dont think she quite realizes how bad this actually is. MY SISTER the one who watched me fuck up so bad and then get better.....to be HERE, NOW?

She wants to live. Her will is strong. Her body is so weak though. I am not trying to sound morbid but just be as honest as I can and prepare everyone that knows her well the best i can....that it does not look good. At all.

She is my absolute best friend in the world. when i lost her to alcohol a few years ago, ariel was the sister i lost.....and now? i have moved away from her....and now my real sister is finally not drinking but in an hospital....and I cant imagine...in her times of actual reality...how scary this must be for her. i know i am so scared.

Her son has been raised by my mother for over 5 years now and has not seen her in atleast over 2 years. Which is for the best. My son has not seen his only aunt. she is my only sibling. So this is insanely hard for all of us.

Please, I am not asking for anything. Just send good vibes, pray, whatever it is that you do to help. Bring us peace so we can let the doctors do all they can....
my father is taking care of my grandfather who cant even use the bathroom on his own and my sister too....they are living in a broke down trailer and have nothing. I dont know how this will work or if they will even clear my father to give her a liver....or if she will make it.

please just keep us in mind. my sister has not been around our family in 3 years now bc of this problem....not christmas or thanksgiving or anything. She is 2 hours away from me so i am trying to travel and work and teach and take care of my family.

This christmas is hard for us bc we are all trying to cope with what the reality is.....what the doctors are saying is the most likely course of events.

This was really long, and Im so sorry but i did speak to her and i have not announced this on any other social media but she did say she wanted me to let you all know, here, the people she was close to especially, what was going on.

I will keep you all posted as time goes on. The house of mess will still be going as usual she wants that.

thank you all. she loves you and so do i. our "wamily"

RevSlymsford said:
I am so sorry to hear it Jayce.

Sending lots of love and prayers [/quote

Thank you, Rev

JSB222 said: Jayce - this is a truly heartbreaking story. I can only wish for the best outcome for Jilly, and for you all.

You are extremely brave for dealing with this, and for reconciling after what happened a few years ago - and there aren't many of this site who would be so open about their personal life.

Stepping away from WAM for a second, I sincerely hope that Jilly finds a way to make it out of this alive, and that your son can see his aunt, and her son can see her mother. Anyone who trivialises this matter or sees it as extraneous because it is outside the kink-world of the site should take a long, hard look at themselves.

With the most heartfelt hopes and thoughts,
JSB

Jayce said: hello.

If you dont know, i am Jayce. I started here with "Jayce and Jilly's house of mess" which, she is, indeed, my real life sister.

We have grown up together, fought the world together, fought eachother, we made life what we could through music and humor growing up with just our mom and a shitty piece of shit step dad and then men afterwards that broke our mothers heart. We all stuck together and no matter how much she hated me sometimes, me being the older one i suppose? but she got the most attention.....we have a bond like no other person can replicate.

a few years ago you all probably saw jilly on twitter blasting the HELL out of me, making up lies and stories. hell, i even heard she messaged producers. Anyway, not long ago, Jilly recanted all of the things she said and if you noticed then....i did not retaliate bc i knew WHY she was doing these things.

My sister has never drank. Ever. never been a drinker. She met a guy, got on a suboxone program to help get off painkillers and it created anxiety. this guy told her drinking was going to help and she did. She was self mediating with alcohol and within a few months was going through a handle in about 2 or less days, of gin. she weighed about 80 pounds.

My sister, now has stage 3 cirrhosis of the liver. She needs a transplant. Problem here is that she needs it NOW. Other problems. She has had liters and LITERS of infected fluid taken off her abdomen the past month and it keeps coming back. The more they take off? the harder it is on her heart so now? they need to put in a shunt? i think that is what it is called. her potassium levels drop within hours. not days. HOURS. to where she is a sneeeze away from a heart attack.

My dad wants to give some of his liver and she will have to live in a hospital until the liver grows? i think is how it works i tried to listen to all this but it was a LOT but our dad has been a pill abuser my whole life. high blood pressure. i have no clue how the FUCK that would ever happen.

She is going to die if she doesnt get a liver and even if she does get one, she has a pretty low chance of making off that table bc of her body going into shock. lets add on that her pancreas is FUCKED, years of bulemia that doesnt really help. I am just in complete and total shock. Im scared. Shes scared but i dont think she quite realizes how bad this actually is. MY SISTER the one who watched me fuck up so bad and then get better.....to be HERE, NOW?

She wants to live. Her will is strong. Her body is so weak though. I am not trying to sound morbid but just be as honest as I can and prepare everyone that knows her well the best i can....that it does not look good. At all.

She is my absolute best friend in the world. when i lost her to alcohol a few years ago, ariel was the sister i lost.....and now? i have moved away from her....and now my real sister is finally not drinking but in an hospital....and I cant imagine...in her times of actual reality...how scary this must be for her. i know i am so scared.

Her son has been raised by my mother for over 5 years now and has not seen her in atleast over 2 years. Which is for the best. My son has not seen his only aunt. she is my only sibling. So this is insanely hard for all of us.

Please, I am not asking for anything. Just send good vibes, pray, whatever it is that you do to help. Bring us peace so we can let the doctors do all they can....
my father is taking care of my grandfather who cant even use the bathroom on his own and my sister too....they are living in a broke down trailer and have nothing. I dont know how this will work or if they will even clear my father to give her a liver....or if she will make it.

please just keep us in mind. my sister has not been around our family in 3 years now bc of this problem....not christmas or thanksgiving or anything. She is 2 hours away from me so i am trying to travel and work and teach and take care of my family.

This christmas is hard for us bc we are all trying to cope with what the reality is.....what the doctors are saying is the most likely course of events.

This was really long, and Im so sorry but i did speak to her and i have not announced this on any other social media but she did say she wanted me to let you all know, here, the people she was close to especially, what was going on.

I will keep you all posted as time goes on. The house of mess will still be going as usual she wants that.

thank you all. she loves you and so do i. our "wamily"

Jayce said: hello.

If you dont know, i am Jayce. I started here with "Jayce and Jilly's house of mess" which, she is, indeed, my real life sister.

We have grown up together, fought the world together, fought eachother, we made life what we could through music and humor growing up with just our mom and a shitty piece of shit step dad and then men afterwards that broke our mothers heart. We all stuck together and no matter how much she hated me sometimes, me being the older one i suppose? but she got the most attention.....we have a bond like no other person can replicate.

a few years ago you all probably saw jilly on twitter blasting the HELL out of me, making up lies and stories. hell, i even heard she messaged producers. Anyway, not long ago, Jilly recanted all of the things she said and if you noticed then....i did not retaliate bc i knew WHY she was doing these things.

My sister has never drank. Ever. never been a drinker. She met a guy, got on a suboxone program to help get off painkillers and it created anxiety. this guy told her drinking was going to help and she did. She was self mediating with alcohol and within a few months was going through a handle in about 2 or less days, of gin. she weighed about 80 pounds.

My sister, now has stage 3 cirrhosis of the liver. She needs a transplant. Problem here is that she needs it NOW. Other problems. She has had liters and LITERS of infected fluid taken off her abdomen the past month and it keeps coming back. The more they take off? the harder it is on her heart so now? they need to put in a shunt? i think that is what it is called. her potassium levels drop within hours. not days. HOURS. to where she is a sneeeze away from a heart attack.

My dad wants to give some of his liver and she will have to live in a hospital until the liver grows? i think is how it works i tried to listen to all this but it was a LOT but our dad has been a pill abuser my whole life. high blood pressure. i have no clue how the FUCK that would ever happen.

She is going to die if she doesnt get a liver and even if she does get one, she has a pretty low chance of making off that table bc of her body going into shock. lets add on that her pancreas is FUCKED, years of bulemia that doesnt really help. I am just in complete and total shock. Im scared. Shes scared but i dont think she quite realizes how bad this actually is. MY SISTER the one who watched me fuck up so bad and then get better.....to be HERE, NOW?

She wants to live. Her will is strong. Her body is so weak though. I am not trying to sound morbid but just be as honest as I can and prepare everyone that knows her well the best i can....that it does not look good. At all.

She is my absolute best friend in the world. when i lost her to alcohol a few years ago, ariel was the sister i lost.....and now? i have moved away from her....and now my real sister is finally not drinking but in an hospital....and I cant imagine...in her times of actual reality...how scary this must be for her. i know i am so scared.

Her son has been raised by my mother for over 5 years now and has not seen her in atleast over 2 years. Which is for the best. My son has not seen his only aunt. she is my only sibling. So this is insanely hard for all of us.

Please, I am not asking for anything. Just send good vibes, pray, whatever it is that you do to help. Bring us peace so we can let the doctors do all they can....
my father is taking care of my grandfather who cant even use the bathroom on his own and my sister too....they are living in a broke down trailer and have nothing. I dont know how this will work or if they will even clear my father to give her a liver....or if she will make it.

please just keep us in mind. my sister has not been around our family in 3 years now bc of this problem....not christmas or thanksgiving or anything. She is 2 hours away from me so i am trying to travel and work and teach and take care of my family.

This christmas is hard for us bc we are all trying to cope with what the reality is.....what the doctors are saying is the most likely course of events.

This was really long, and Im so sorry but i did speak to her and i have not announced this on any other social media but she did say she wanted me to let you all know, here, the people she was close to especially, what was going on.

I will keep you all posted as time goes on. The house of mess will still be going as usual she wants that.

thank you all. she loves you and so do i. our "wamily"