I left this site three years ago without explanation and now I'm (very) somewhat ready to share what happened.
My partner and I would love to goof around about messy stunts/dares etc. and my writing of such stories was an outlet for those ideas without the need to spend a load of money to make them happen, especially the huge scenarios I created in those stories.
Three years ago she began having mental health difficulties and I felt it was best to leave to keep her healthy while she was in and out of the hospital and undergoing treatment for her conditions. She was doing exceptionally well this spring and into the start of summer.
Last week, I received a call from the police that she was found unresponsive at our home, and she passed away before she could get to the hospital. Her health was fine, there were no issues with anything and she hadn't done anything to herself. I don't know what happened, my family doesn't know what happened.
I'm staying with my folks and trying to comprehend everything and figure out what to do now. My life is completely destroyed and I don't know if those stories may come again, or if that and so much more is finished now. I just wanted to explain my absence for these past few years and use this as a way to shout at the world after what happened.
I'm so sorry for what you and your loved ones have been through, and are no doubt still going through. I know you don't know me, but if you ever just need an ear, feel absolutely free
Love you, too
