Join me on a journey through the senses. An experiment in color, sound, texture and embodiment. This performance includes tons of experimental play with my body and my adored mess. As you watch along, you're invited to splosh along with me, take a nap while you listen to my music, or write a poem about the color red. There's no wrong way to participate. As I'm showered in literal and digital mess, I inspire you to experiment along with me. I imagined the virtual room which the incredible programmers from Thing.tube brought to life. With their support, I designed my virtual room to be interactive with a digital wheel that could be spun by the audience every few minutes. When someone spun the wheel, digital stickers appeared on the screen. The stickers were made with pictures of some of my favorite mess from the factory: mayo, a Mess Factory cake, pie crust and chocolate. Whichever color the wheel landed on, I then embodied with mess, sound, and emotion. I curated playlists for each color before the show, and they're filled with some of my favorite music of all time. This performance is autobiographical as I share personal stories and experience raw emotion throughout. During the show, I get messy with: frosting, paint, nacho cheese, gunge, oranges, a plant, soil, frosting, cake batter, and a watermelon. I play with: construction cones, streamers, sprinkles, multiple outfits, a hammer, a whisk, buckets, big bowls, and you :) This download includes 2 recordings: one clear recording of me playing in the mess (without the wheel and stickers obstructing the view). A second recording of what the show looked like for audience members, so you can see what the interactive digital space looked like while I was performing live. My personal highlights from the show are making love to a plant and demolishing a watermelon with a hammer after caressing it like a baby. This was my first time sploshing in soil, and it will surely not be the last. This was the first show of its kind in my world. There were no goals, no tips. Just me, the mess, my audience, and my color wheel, all moving at the speed of experimentation. It was a messy ritual. A cracking open. And it's an actual miracle that I even have a recording of this show. I still have no idea where the main recording came from. I swear it appeared on my hard drive after I had grieved the loss of not having a recording of this show. The messy gods really came through. Also, a huge thank you to Space for making a screen recording of the user experience while I was live. This was also the final mess in my home studio before my life itself cracked open. An omen of sorts. An invocation. Thank you all for joining me on this journey <3.