I've been thinking for a long time, as a silent reader for years, about speaking up here. Since I first became aware of this forum and the content of many of you, a dream has come true;
Since early childhood I am a fetishist - both nylons of any kind, as well as in combination with WAM of various kinds, trigger in me what I can not get on private.
I enthusiastically bought and enjoyed the videos of many of you, followed with interest your jointly planned projects in this forum, was shocked by Mostwam and other things that caused turmoil and visit UMD regularly with great anticipation!
A stroke of fate in recent months leads me to my first post, for which I wrestled with myself for a long time; I was diagnosed with colon cancer during a doctor's visit in August. My family and I took every measure in response - believe me, chemotherapy is just as disgusting and horrible as it is described around you. A week ago, my attending physician told me that the therapy started too late and the metastases have already destroyed too much - the effects are more than visible. I am facing two major challenges: 1) teaching my family what I have discussed with my doctor. 2) Fulfill my outstanding wishes in the few months I have left.
There is little left of my bucket list that I can do with my current condition (as much as I would dare a skydive after all!).
But as for my (mostly) secret inclination and fetish, I want to fulfill the desire that my wife has never been and will never be willing to fulfill:
I want to commission a custom. A fantasy that I had in mind for years and that I varied in various scripts.
Without much embellishment the reason for my post: I don't leave much to my family, especially hardly any money that I can invest. Although I have worked for various public, legal television stations, most of my money has gone into our home. I would like to arouse neither pity, nor provide for furore under you. Only this one question stands for me in the room - is there a possibility to join forces with like-minded people with whom I could realize a custom?
Plot: young woman, nobly dressed, gets into some miseries that make her completely dirty. Think Cruella-esque with a touch of "Stella Stevens in Mud" and "Dynasty Mud Slide". Focus on tights and elegant dress. No nudity, no pornography. No complicated stunts. Just detailed instructions and a script, with lots of short takes to make it both easy to film and look professional by using different camera angles. Provided I have the strength, it would be a dream for me to edit the footage myself.
I'm looking forward to your reactions, am open to any questions and remain with a slight feeling of adrenaline in my stomach!
Dennis
10/11/23, 1:42pm: We have not yet banned appeals for crowdfunding for fundraisers, personal situations, etc. Only when they are mixed with the promise of some sort of reward for the donors does it get potentially explosive because that sets up expectations.
Just a reminder that we still allow appeals for crowdfunding like this, but the donors cannot be promised anything in return. That's historically caused problems before. Take care and good luck.
I've been thinking for a long time, as a silent reader for years, about speaking up here. Since I first became aware of this forum and the content of many of you, a dream has come true;
Since early childhood I am a fetishist - both nylons of any kind, as well as in combination with WAM of various kinds, trigger in me what I can not get on private.
I enthusiastically bought and enjoyed the videos of many of you, followed with interest your jointly planned projects in this forum, was shocked by Mostwam and other things that caused turmoil and visit UMD regularly with great anticipation!
A stroke of fate in recent months leads me to my first post, for which I wrestled with myself for a long time; I was diagnosed with colon cancer during a doctor's visit in August. My family and I took every measure in response - believe me, chemotherapy is just as disgusting and horrible as it is described around you. A week ago, my attending physician told me that the therapy started too late and the metastases have already destroyed too much - the effects are more than visible. I am facing two major challenges: 1) teaching my family what I have discussed with my doctor. 2) Fulfill my outstanding wishes in the few months I have left.
There is little left of my bucket list that I can do with my current condition (as much as I would dare a skydive after all!).
But as for my (mostly) secret inclination and fetish, I want to fulfill the desire that my wife has never been and will never be willing to fulfill:
I want to commission a custom. A fantasy that I had in mind for years and that I varied in various scripts.
Without much embellishment the reason for my post: I don't leave much to my family, especially hardly any money that I can invest. Although I have worked for various public, legal television stations, most of my money has gone into our home. I would like to arouse neither pity, nor provide for furore under you. Only this one question stands for me in the room - is there a possibility to join forces with like-minded people with whom I could realize a custom?
Plot: young woman, nobly dressed, gets into some miseries that make her completely dirty. Think Cruella-esque with a touch of "Stella Stevens in Mud" and "Dynasty Mud Slide". Focus on tights and elegant dress. No nudity, no pornography. No complicated stunts. Just detailed instructions and a script, with lots of short takes to make it both easy to film and look professional by using different camera angles. Provided I have the strength, it would be a dream for me to edit the footage myself.
I'm looking forward to your reactions, am open to any questions and remain with a slight feeling of adrenaline in my stomach!
Dennis
Dennis, firstly, you and your family have my most profound prayers. As a son of a cancer survivor, I know all too well the helplessness of it all. I can't possibly imagine everything y'all are going through emotionally. Truly, I pray for peace and solace to you and your loved ones during this time.
Secondly, I would be truly honored to shoot this for you! If you can muster likeminded folks, I am all in. Just a heads up, outdoors is becoming a fleeting idea here because New England fall has taken hold here so we don't have a whole lot of nice warm days left but I do have plenty of access to multiple indoor locations including our studio in RI where we can shoot whatever we like. As long as my production costs are met (cost of model, food, materials), you got me on board.
First of all, I would like to say thank you. For the fact that my post was ultimately, to my surprise, still allowed. And also for the fact that some of the readers have approached me in private messages. I am admittedly a bit overwhelmed by the get-well wishes and prayers in my direction.
To my actual request, short and sweet:
Anyone interested is welcome to get my rough script. It contains all the details that are necessary for my vision. But of course I am also willing to post more details here and get to know you.
Dear friends, an amazing opportunity has come up that might bring not just me but some of you joy! If you are interested in a video that contains your fetish fantasy (as long as you are ok with pantyhose, dresses and overal elegant clothing), don't hesitate to message me, so we can get you in!
10/13/23, 4:13am: This post won't bump the thread to the top.