jessie, you have always been a class act. there are a lot of us who suffer from hidden illnesses as leila said above whom i also consider one of the class act chicks on here. i am so sorry that you had to go through this. though i can see why. you work hard to take care of your children, you have had a WORLD of chaos on your plate and when that happens, you ignore the pain, you ignore the tired and you keep pushing yourself. till it finally just gets to the point where you end up in something like this. i have been there. there are days i forget to eat or i cant bc i am so stressed. you MUST take care of yourself, miss jess and if you do, i promise i will too!!! i am so sorry to hear that on top of everything else you have this illness. whatever it is, i just pray (yes, i pray yall, sorry not sorry) that you find inner peace, courage and wisdom to keep it all in check. we are rooting for you all the way! you ever need anyone to vent to, i am here all the best from the states and from me and my mr. man bear (my son, he prays with me) xoxox jayce ps. full reports are wanted!!! and we want that you are BETTER!!! ))