Jayce said: yeah, i have given him a better life as far as me BEING HERE for all this shit he has gone through...my mother worked herself to death and could never get ahead. i love her for it. she is stilll a wonderful mother and made me the whack job i am today. she is amazing.
Ariel did mention that what i said probably did ruin the fantasty for him but you are right....if he wanted to know what i was doign every 5 minutes....he was gonna get it! the real deal of what was going down. i guess i could have fibbed and wiggled a little but by that time i was just like "dude this is what im doing, just gimme a few!"
Knowing what I know makes me want to cry a bit over this. Your ENTIRE family has been through a lot. Ginger bear and that other little one with your mom in particular. But I know that you and your mom are solid rocks for their foundations. You are the epitome of the core virtue of what motherhood is, "sacrifice". No, neither of you are perfect. However, I know you to be the person to drop everything for your little one.
Sadly, not every mother or father does that.
Thank you for being you, with all your flaws and experiences.
I am trying hard to be surprised that the biggest shit talkers are the kinkiest. I think it is jealousy that you are not afraid to do it and stand up for yourself. They wish they had that which is why they want their faces blurred out. Fuck that! I can understand having your face blurred if you are in a tight situation and have people that can ruin your life (Unfortunately we have lost too many to this.), but when they are instigators and then come secretly to you....Oh hell no! But I would say that there would be some pleasure in ruining the clothing of one of these people.
Jayce said: yeah, i have given him a better life as far as me BEING HERE for all this shit he has gone through...my mother worked herself to death and could never get ahead. i love her for it. she is stilll a wonderful mother and made me the whack job i am today. she is amazing.
Ariel did mention that what i said probably did ruin the fantasty for him but you are right....if he wanted to know what i was doign every 5 minutes....he was gonna get it! the real deal of what was going down. i guess i could have fibbed and wiggled a little but by that time i was just like "dude this is what im doing, just gimme a few!"
Knowing what I know makes me want to cry a bit over this. Your ENTIRE family has been through a lot. Ginger bear and that other little one with your mom in particular. But I know that you and your mom are solid rocks for their foundations. You are the epitome of the core virtue of what motherhood is, "sacrifice". No, neither of you are perfect. However, I know you to be the person to drop everything for your little one.
Sadly, not every mother or father does that.
Thank you for being you, with all your flaws and experiences.
SORRY i just saw this but thank you jason.....my mother is selfless in what she is doing and doign a great job, still. all these years later. the situation is sad but luckily that little boy is so loved. my son included. thank you, jason, for always being an ear. for being my friend and for NOT judging me.
dalamar, you WOULD NOT BELIEVE how many people came to me and were like "do i have to show my face??" first of all DONT YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE DONE THAT IF I COULD MAKE MONEY DOING THAT IN THIS PODUNK, RUN YOUR MOUTH, TOWN??? lol! but i dont want to blur my face! im having a fucking blast! how the fuck would anyone know if they didnt see my face?? but it is hilarious to me bc these girls came to me with banging bodies, gorgeous.....and i was like "i cant make money off you if i blur your face out! they wanna see you having fun! like i am!" they couldnt believe that their bodies werent enough. ITS NOT ENOUGH. it isnt just about BODY. bc lets be real here. my body isnt perfect! shoooo weee!! not near!! ITS ABOUT ENJOYING IT! or about being totally humiliated! which is fucking fun to me too! I COULD WRITE A DAMN BOOK ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES since i have been here. all of this. all of these memories, these crazy times..... love it
Love you, too
thank you, jason, for always being an ear. for being my friend and for NOT judging me. 
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