That's a really interesting question, Jayce. I don't have a very strong internal validator, so I rely pretty much completely external validation. I've had people in my life who tell me I'm sexy covered in mess, and in my best moments, I can believe that about myself.
Jayce said: Well, let me first start off by admitting that yes, I have severe body dysmorphia. Severe. I know you cant tell it in my videos but that is for a reason. I am medicated for it...I do therapy...I have been doing different things with my body that I am not happy with...but? Its to try to defeat the problem. Find the root cause.
Seriously: Have you ever tried to have sessions with a certified sexological bodyworker close to you - or even online? They are trained to support you to navigate with body dysmorphia. https://sexologicalbodyworkers.org/
(and I love myself also very much, when I am completely naked and covered in stuff. )
Love you, too
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