Two times this week I saw a construction site and every time I do, I can't resist taking a fuckin dip in the pudding or rubbin' myself in the fresh slop. I fuckin' love it. The smell of the air. The mud drying on me, encasing mefuckin' all of it. You know what I mean. Watch me enjoy as the small town folk off camera watch me like they do some homeless drug addict and just let me be. Disgusted. Some farm boys get hard. Some football thick browed meathead nods in approval but won't join. Some beefy construction guys just laugh. I'm humiliated by what I turn into and I can't stop. i'm not like them and they know it. Not dangerous. Just A Fuckin Goon.