Bear with me this is my first blog attempt and I am pretty nervous to write this. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did and feel free to reach out with comments or suggestions. I was making notes, vlogs, and pictures as I went.

After chatting about messy humiliation scenarios I voluntarily got "pushed" into one. We were talking back and forth about filling your pants and going out in public. We started talking about my challenger's personal experience, the feeling, how to prevent leaks, where to go etc. After admitting to being interested I guess you could say I was challenged to take on the same humiliation. Out of a combination of added embarrassment and leak prevention it was decided that I would wear a diaper, fill it with mess, and then drive to a grocery store to by messy supplies.

The first part of the challenge to complete was to buy diapers, slip them on to check for fit, and send a picture as proof I did it! I was losing my freaking mind, I have never posted or taken a picture of anything sexual or humiliating ever! I slept on it for a night, dreamed about how silly/embarrassed I would feel, and woke up hornier than ever. I decided then this was happening. I laid out my diaper and sat in it getting rock hard instantly. I made up restraints, walked to the mirror and took a picture! I could not believe how nervous I felt, I was shaking, wet and horny. I also pulled on a pair of jeans to see how obvious the bulge was, luckily nothing a large hoody couldn't hide sort of. I quickly sent off the pictures before I lost the nerve and then OMFG did I cum. I couldn't help it, I was so vulnerable and turned on beyond belief. I was basically at the point of no return now. I was going to fill this nappy, sit in it, go by cream and pudding to pie myself in the face. How ridiculous of a situation was this? After the trial run we set a day for my public humiliation. I had 8 days.

Some back and forth went on about what to fill the diaper with. I suggested golden or white cake batter, syrup, a mushy banana, gunge or whipping cream. My challenger thought chocolate cake batter would be funnier given the situation. Extra embarrassing if it leaked out and the humiliation with the brown color...I was instructed to use one box and make it quite thick for the first time to avoid an accident while in public. I suddenly got this sinking feeling in my stomach to accompany the arousal. "Sounds like a terrible day" I was teased and reminded that once I get started I am trapped in the situation until I get home!

The day has arrived, and I am all nervous, excited, and extremely turned on. Ok well, here we go. I am going to write this as I go. Underwear off and heart it racing. I have my loosest fitting pants in hand and heading down to put my nappy on. And there it is, a fucking diaper with chocolate mix and a shopping list. I am so scared I am literally shaking. I am sitting in the nappy about to do it up hoping it does not leak later. Ok, it's on and so are my pants, just need to mix the batter and pour! Ok, it's all in there now. Feels soo gross, especially when I bent over to put my shoes on it all shifted! This is humiliating and I love it! All right I just sat in the car we are doing this!

Wow, it's squishing everywhere. Alright, google maps took me on a detour and my destination is .much closer to home, legs squeezed tight and shaking. I am outside the grocery store now. The moment of truth. But wow does this feel amazing sitting here in all this gloopy goo. I hope I keep my cool and don't spring a leak, deep breath. As I get out of the car I give a quick rub to adjust some of the glop so it's more even, it squishes against my cock and I almost cum on the spot how awful! I begin walking feeling the mess in my pants hyper-aware of my surroundings and the squishing. Then I reach down and fuck my life I forgot my wallet! Now I have to make a round trip and do this again??

I get in the car, feel that familiar squish, rub myself quickly and take the longest drive home ever! Every bump is almost enough to put me over the edge, I want to cum so bad! Walking in public in that state was amazing, gross, and terrifying all at once. I got 40 minutes to do this before the store closes. On the return trip I am flying down the road, notice a cop, and think oh damn wouldn't that be just lovely? Luckily that went nowhere and I pull back up to the store. "Ok grocery store round two, my nappy is officially leaking a bit and I am a hot mess. Going in."

I walk very gingerly up to the store, it's late so there are not too many people but I am not alone. Again very aware of the mess in my pants. I go take my list to the baking supplies and buy 6 boxes of chocolate fudge cake mix, 4 boxes of dream whip, 2 liters of milk, and ten pie tins. Then I buy a couple extra for later knowing that I am never going to last 10 pies tonight! I take my basket to the self-checkout and try to sneakily make my dirty purchase. I can feel a few people look but am 99% sure they know nothing of the absolute perversion going on right now. As quick as possible I leave the store, feeling the chocolate start to creep up by back!

Omg, I actually did it. Jesus fucking Christ that was amazing! So many emotions. I was mortified, horny, and nervous all at once. I had batter running up my back and sticking to my shirt the whole time! I took the long way around home to just sit in this sloppy mess in my pants. It's still squelched around as I get out of the car.

Just checked out the situation and yup it leaked how embarrassing! My pants are surely ruined, there is chocolate all inside the front and back. I look absolutely ridiculous! Now it's time to make up a pie and take my just desserts. I make up two chocolate and cream pies, go upstairs where my chair of punishment is waiting, and set up a mirror and a camera. I strip down to just the filthy diaper and take my seat. I grab the first pie, I am so scared now, the camera is running and I am about to pie myself in the face wearing a fucking diaper! I count down and SPLATT!!! It was absolutely amazing! I am a combination of sloppy, wet, horny mess. At this point, I blow the camera a kiss as the second pie is going to take me over the edge and I still had some small, tiny bit of dignity left in me. I think...