I want to do it again! Oh man, i so want to do it again!!....

Just over 48 hours since the realisation of a dream. A 35-year-old (or thereabouts) dream, ever since i first discovered i loved this crazy fetish of ours. For all this time i've lived on Tiswas, Splosh Magazine, Crackerjack, Clip-Tapes, downloads (which, on an old & rickety computer don't always play fantastically), a few custom vids (has anyone seen the YouTube clip of Tommi gunged in 50 gallons of chocolate, from PFG? That was my request, the unexpurgated version is unbelievable!) Even one gunge session with a girl i had a bit of a fling with a few years ago (a blonde girl, beautiful hair so she succumbed to an awful lot of gravy - but it was an all-too-brief thing & i was mess-er rather than mess-ee.) But Tuesday was the real, proper thing. Two of THE most attractive & lovely women, messing me completely & letting me mess them completely.

For me, WAM has always been a turn-on, & fun to watch. I never realised until Tuesday just how much fun it was to actually partake in it & get head-to-toe completely sploshed. It really is letting go, almost a feeling of being submersive, taking yourself out of your comfort zone. My 'real' life is, let's not beat about the bush, utter garbage - i have been on renal dialysis for 22 years, i do it 5 days a week at home & recently the pain, hassle & irritation have led to depression. I don't work, can't drive & have no money & even less energy most of the time. WAM is one of my very few enjoyments, & since being in contact with Kacie it's opened up neat tree-lined avenues where once there were only gloomy unlit cul-de-sacs. The chance to talk to someone regularly about it; the chance to order customs regularly from a gorgeous girl who actually doesn't seem to mind my bizarre requests & carries them out with enthusiasm & willingness (hmm, maybe not so much the underwater face-up submersions which she's not so comfortable with, alas) And now this, the chance to have a proper private session with Kacie & Roxy. For someone like me, who doesn't have much of a life, it was like opening the blinds & letting the sun shine in.

And now? The session was Tuesday. On Wednesday & Thursday, apart from being absolutely shattered from the travelling & the session itself, sleep, dialysis, sleep, dialysis. How do i come back down to Earth when i've just spent a couple of hours in Heaven??!