Not a day goes by where I can say things went smooth or simple. I am always sad or angry or just confused which leads to more sadness and anger.

My fiverr account got deleted for a second time, this time with triple the amount of money on my account.
I was just trying to have fun while still caring for myself.. but now months of hard work is gone and wasted.

I am tired of feeling so low all of the time. I don't know how to get out of this hole I am sinking in. I have a new job, but I am still trying to balance out orders and that's stressful as well, but I didn't want to quit.

I am just tired of the world.