A lot of people might relate to this, if you do please feel free to comment and if i can ill reply

Ive had a wam fetish for nearly 20 years, and it has remained secret the entire time. Like a lot of people on here, im afraid of being judged or rejected. The thing is, im married. And every time i dress up and get messy i feel like im cheating on my wife. I always tell myself that im not doing anything wrong, and that im not hurting anybody so its ok. But the reality is, im going behind my wifes back to satisfy my sexual desires; and thats wrong.

Its always been my all time fantasy to get gunged as a woman in a proper gunge tank. So today, i made one and did it. It wouldnt win any awards for best gunge tank but it did the job and i absolutely loved it. Ill be uploading pics and vids later.

But i did this today as a send off. A departure from the partisipating role. Because i love my wife and i cant deal with the guilt of thinking how hurt shed be if i was found out. I still love wam and im keeping my profile here, but im gonna really try to stop self wamming! As of today ive binned all my womens clothes, size 10 heels, wigs and most regrettably, size FF silicone breast forms. Its been an expensive decision, but i think its the right one.

Happy wamming everyone, im jealous of you all already xxx