I sent a message to Kacie James yesterday, & in one paragraph i decided to be very candid about my love of nose-filling. Kacie was the first person i ever really opened up to about Wam, a couple of years ago now, & through her being so cool with it, it made me feel much more open to coming back on here after lurking for a number of years, actually participating a little & chatting about my likes & dislikes. Kacie knows about my nasophilia but until yesterday's message i'm not sure quite how much. Despite her relaxed attitude to everything i've suggested to her or talked to her about, i've always been a little embarrassed to really go into detail about how much i love seeing the nose get filled so the issue has been skirted around & implied more than properly mentioned or discussed.

Straight after sending it i wondered what she would think. Will she think i'm mad or weird or over-the-top? Will she think me the most bizarre person it's ever been her misfortune to come across? I've tried to rationalise it by thinking that she must have had many crazy, naughty, kinky or downright disgusting suggestions before & this is just a fetish, which she partly knows about anyway. She works in the fetish industry so she must be used to getting some pretty weird stuff and it's not like this is something really x-rated & perverted, it's just a 'kink' within a fetish that she knows all about. But it certainly started me thinking, should i be embarrassed about liking/talking about something that's a little bit 'different' when it comes to wam?

I think most guys are probably turned on by different parts of a girl's body. I think males are 'hard-wired' to like breasts, bums & legs, but how many of us like other things? I had a friend many years ago who loved to see a woman's bare neck; we all know that a foot fetish is quite a common thing; i reckon many of us actually get turned on by different parts of the body but because these parts are not the usual things that are meant to turn us on no-one ever admits to it. A woman walks into a pub & your mates are admiring her bum or her breasts, you're not then going to say "wow, what fantastic ears she has!" (and i bet there's a few out there who actually ARE turned on by a girl's ears). In the same way i wouldn't say out loud what a beautiful nose someone has (or i'd do it in a jokey way) so these things stay hidden. I know nasophilia is an acknowledged fetish but nose-filling within wam seems to be a 'niche' that only i occupy!

This is one reason - the main reason i guess - why if there isn't facial coverage then it doesn't really feel like wam to me. I've noted recently that many wam models seem a bit squeamish about facial coverage in general, and stuff going in their nose in particular. I can understand the latter as i'm sure it can't be the most comfortable thing to do. Even covering the nostrils without stuff actually going in them doesn't seem to be tolerated by many. This is where Kacie has been fantastic, submerging face-up in baths of gunge & backwards head-dunking for me, pouring stuff in her face during scenes & even submerging underwater (the absolute best thing to me, as underwater you can still see the face, the hair, the nose & the bubbles). i don't really know WHY i like it but to me it is THE hottest thing a woman can do. I can consume wam without it happening but it is the cherry on top of the icing if the nose gets filled.

So, i'm partly writing this as therapy, to get it off my chest, but partly to also wonder out loud if anyone has a similar liking. It does seem a bizarre thing to like seeing & of course i would never push someone to do it if they didn't feel comfortable with it. I know we're all different with what we like from our wam but is this particular 'kink' any different from wanting to see feet gunged, for example? Is it so much less commonplace or just not admitted to? At the end of the day you can't help liking what you like i suppose, but it just feels like such a strange thing!