After I got out of the mental hospital, I went right back to hiding in the Cream Pie Closet.
Therapy didn't change anything, but it did make me smarter.
I was starting to really get into punk rock music.
The fashion that punk embraced was Leather, Rubber, and PVC.

That was perfect for me!
Aside from the hard core Fetish look punk embraced, I still loved those cute "preppy" normal looking PVC Raincoats.
The 80s was a fantastic time for PVC Raincoats.

In the late seventies and the early 80s the PVC slicker was a very popular raincoat for women.

Some of them were backed with rayon and others were 100% vinyl and reversible.



Some of them had a print on one side, little strawberries or whales and sometimes just polka dots matching the color scheme.

The best raincoats out of those batches were made by a company called LOT ONE from Boston.

They were extremely shiny and very rubbery to the touch, and they made a lot of noise.

They were very squelchy.
That sound is part of what I love about Vinyl, Rubber, and Leather.

That's one of the things that attracts me to rubber and vinyl and leather, it's the wonderful sound those materials make when you move.

The way they grind and creak is music to my ears.

And in the early 80s there wasn't a girl or young woman in America that didn't own one of those raincoats.

Being surrounded by all that PVC vinyl as a teenager was very distracting to say the least.
I was a very horny young man.

Things got even more interesting in the mid-80s.
A man named Ken Sporn came out with a line of all vinyl raincoats called Wippette.

I bought several of those raincoats and still have them.
I could always buy a black, red or white raincoat.
I was always nervous and a little embarrassed because they were in the women's section of the clothing store.

Sometimes they had multiple color raincoats or beautiful colors like pink and purple, green and blue, feminine colors that I wouldn't dare try to buy because I was too ashamed and embarrassed because I thought the salesperson would think I wanted them for myself; which I did, and I was terribly self-conscious about it.
Just seeing the shiny colorful vinyl excited me so much.


I would break out in a sweat and tremble and my voice would shake when I tried to talk.

A company out of LA called Lip Service was making vinyl clothing for rock stars.

Latex rubber clothing was starting to pop up in small fetish shops in large cities, with one of those cities being Atlanta Georgia which was only two hundred miles away from where I lived.

I started taking road trips with my friends every time I could.
I bought as much latex and vinyl as I possibly could.
The Atlanta shops were complete heaven to me.

My CREAM PIE in the FACE FETISH was still with me, but it was on the back burner.
I was barely able to handle the fact that I had a rubber, leather and vinyl fetish.

I was happy enough getting girls to accept the Rubber and Vinyl Fetish.
I didn't want to complicate things with Cream Pies.
I did, however Pie two girls during that time period.

The Pies were just shaving cream and lotion whipped together and then topped with more shaving cream.
Let's just say I was testing the waters.

If the girl took a Pie in the face and was ok with it.

Maybe she would want to get revenge and Pie me in my face.
The first girl drew in her breath and let out a big," Oooooh, I can't believe you just did that to me!
You really just threw a Pie in my Face!"

She eventually laughed and thought it was a big joke.
She didn't think I was actually going to do it.
Her total shock was a turn on, but she didn't try to get me back.
That was okay and fine but it didn't do anything for me.

When I was younger, at the beginning of my Fetish
I liked seeing women get Cream Pied in the Face.
As it evolved, I liked watching a woman pie a man.
And eventually wanting women to Cream Pie me in my face.

The second girl I actually got to wear my Green Vinyl Raincoat.

And when I pushed and smeared the cream pie in her face, she responded by acting like she was turned on.

She was acting sexy.
She sensually rubbed the Shaving Cream Pie on the front of the Green Vinyl Raincoat.
That really got my motor running!
Of course she was only pretending, and after she cleaned her face off a little bit, she stared into my eyes studying me, and with a Sly smile on her face said, "You really are getting off on this aren't you?"

The shame and embarrassment suddenly hit me like a lightning bolt.
I had a panic moment.
She had seen inside me
She had glimpsed my Cream Pie Fetish
Sort of.
If she knew what I REALLY wanted,
I wonder how she would have reacted.
Looking back now I think she might have been into it

But only for a time or two...
She didn't love me.
She was only using me.
I liked her a lot but she really wasn't a keeper.
I thought I loved her, but I was just co dependant at that point in my life.

She did enjoy dressing up in Rubber and Vinyl, and the sex was good, but in the end she broke my heart and left taking almost all of the clothes I bought for her to wear.
It didn't matter in the end because I was about to meet a Powerhouse of a girl who bought her own Fetish clothes and who was into Everything!
And the Sex would be out of this world!

The nineties is where everything came to a head for me Sexually.
I was going out with a girl named Kristi that was totally into the Vinyl, Rubber, and Leather fetish.

We eventually moved in together and bought lots of PVC Vinyl and Latex Rubber clothing.
The SEX was AMAZING!!!

It was a very fun time for me.
Her mother Linda, actually supported us and our Fetish lifestyle.
Linda also doted on me.
She knew I had a rough childhood and she tried to really be the mother I never had.

Linda thought our clothes were "cute".
She bought a lot of RUBBER clothing for us through the mail.

Back in those days there was no internet.
Kristi and I ordered a lot of things by catalogue.
Linda used her credit card and we paid her cash.
She even bought me a Purple PVC Trench Coat, from a ladies clothing store, because I was too embarrassed to go in and buy it myself.

That Purple PVC Trench Coat was a big deal to her.

To Linda it was a bonding moment between us.
Something that was just our secret.
When we got back to her house, she had me put it on and model it for her, taking pictures of me wearing it.

I didn't mind wearing the Purple Vinyl Raincoat for her.
I liked being able to be myself when I was with her and the attention she gave me.
She enjoyed seeing me wear the feminine style and color, and I loved her and her enthusiasm for my fetish.
I felt very close to her which created a kind of sexual tension in the air, at least for me, when I was alone with her.
I wasn't sexually attracted to her nor did I want to have sex with her and
I would never have tried to make a move on my girlfriend's mother in that kind of way, that was absolutely ridiculous, and I knew that things weren't that way.. She was just being kind and understanding.
The sexual tension I was feeling was the possibility of this loving woman hitting me in my face with a cream pie and enjoying doing it to me.
I couldn't stop from thinking about and having little fantasies about her hitting me in the face with cream pies from time to time, especially when she would sit next to me wearing leather and her green/blue whale print PVC Raincoat and when she would suit up in her red PVC apron and yellow rubber gloves after dinner to do the dishes.
I did in fact get boners sometimes when I was around her, I just couldn't help or control it.
The day she bought the Purple Vinyl trench coat for me, I was wearing my patent red leather creepers, really tight black leather pants and a black long sleeve mock turtleneck shirt.
Linda was wearing her black leather ankle boots, blue jeans, a crisp white button down shirt and her black leather blazer.
As I slipped into the Purple PVC trench coat, the smell of fresh vinyl and the slippery surface sliding over my clothes got me incredibly aroused. I was modeling for her in her bedroom for privacy, in case someone came home unexpectedly.
She sat on the bed watching me put the purple trench coat on, smiling and enjoying watching me.
I had a massive boner in my black leather pants and I suddenly wanted to feel cream pies hitting me in the face while I was wearing this outfit and I wanted to cum in my tight black leather pants.
I fantasized about her suddenly getting up and leaving the room to go downstairs and coming back to the bedroom holding two Coconut Cream Pies.

I imagined her smiling as she approached me seductively, holding the Pies, stopping right in front of me.
I nervously ask, "Linda, what is going on?
What are you doing with those CREAM PIES?"
She says," John I have a wicked little confession to make to you.
Don't ask me why right now, but since the first time I saw you wearing all Black RUBBER with a Black Vinyl Raincoat, I have constantly thought about, wanted and had an nearly uncontrollable urge to hit you in the Face with CREAM PIES whenever you are all dressed up.
I bought this Purple Vinyl Raincoat for you and now you have to pay me back for the Purple Vinyl Raincoat by letting me hit you in the Face with these two COCONUT CREAM PIES while you are wearing it.
It's not negotiable.
Now be a good boy and let Linda have some fun."
Linda then proceeded to smack the Cream Pies in my face and the back of my head at the same time and smear them all around, laughing at me and telling me how good I looked in my shiny Purple Vinyl, all Pie Faced.
Later on, I would find out just how close my fantasy was to reality.

Linda told me," John, this can be our little secret just between You and Me.
No one else has to know.
I think you look Fabulous in SHINY Purple Vinyl.
Very Sexy!!
If you are ever too embarrassed to buy a Womens VINYL Raincoat that you find in a store here, all you have to do is tell me about it and I will go in and get it for you, but I have one condition.

I want to see you in the Vinyl Raincoat, so you have to wear it and model it for me and I get to take pictures of you wearing it.
Don't worry though, we will do it in private so you don't get embarrassed in front of anybody else.
I want you to be happy.

Don't ever be embarrassed to be yourself around me sweetie.
I love you and I won't ever judge you.
If you like and want to wear women's Vinyl Raincoats, it's fine with me, and I'm all for it!
I actually adore the fact that you like and want to wear them.
I think it's very cute.

I like seeing you enjoying yourself when you wear a women's Shiny Vinyl Raincoat John; and it will always be our little secret!

I know you wear your black vinyl and rubber in public, it's the punk rock thing.
But it's okay to like things that aren't so punk rock.
I love that you like other colors besides black.
With Kristi it is always Black, Red, or White..
I adore the fact you like other colors and you can always wear them around me sweetie!
You can wear anything you like here at my house whenever you want.
I like seeing you wear colorful Vinyl Raincoats.


I also want you to know that you can tell me anything and you can confide in me."
When she said that my heart skipped a beat and for a few seconds my mind toyed with the idea of asking her if she would hit me in the face with a Cream Pie, while I was wearing the Purple PVC Trench Coat.
She did say that I could tell her anything and she wouldn't judge me.
Knowing what I know now, I wish I had asked her to Pie me, but at the time, I couldn't come to grips with my insecurities about my secret fetish.
I wanted to be Pied so badly, but for the life of me I could not express or vocalize my desire.
The words just wouldn't come out of my mouth.

When Linda gave the Purple VINYL Trench Coat to me, she did say that it was under the pretense that I owed her one, and that one day when she really wanted something from me, I was going to have to pay her back.
She said it would never be money, but more like a personal favor for her.
Little did I know that just two years later, she would collect on that debt in the biggest way.
The favor that she would ask for was something that I never would have imagined from her in a million years.