This is my first wam fantasy story. It is purely fictional. I hope one day I get to write stories based on my own experiences. (Skip ahead to the next part if you just want to get to the mess or don't like depressing stuff, but don't go asking me questions without reading the whole thing first.)

"It's over." I thought to myself. It was only six months or so since we became a couple, but it seemed like forever. I tried to take things as slow as possible, but she seemed so comfortable and she wanted me to feel the same. We had revealed some of our dreams, our secrets our deep likes and dislikes, and were really starting to make it all work between us. She respected what I like and didn't do the things I didn't (by didn't I mean couldn't stand), and she did the same with me. It was a dream, but then it became a nightmare.

I was a wamer, but she didn't know at first. We started to do more sexually. I had started slow with some tips I got from friends. We tried bondage, whipped cream and chocolate and she seemed fine with it. I loved her smile as we did it. It was so naughty and seemed hot on my already sweet girlfriend. Eventually, I started to do more, and she got confused. She said she was beginning to think I liked the sweets on her more than I did her. With no other way to say it, I showed her some sites. She got flustered and left.

I called off work for a week. It was time off I had hoped would be accompanied by my angel getting messy, but instead I was sick to my stomach with what had happened. A few days into it, I thought back to when I was younger and couldn't figure out how I spent so much time alone. Then, I remembered my dream girl.

The girl of my dreams wasn't slutty, of even drop dead gorgeous necessarily. She took care of herself and looked rather plain, but was still hot and beautiful, much like the girl I just lost. Yes, I had fantasies with her on a regular basis and around holidays just like any guy would, only wam style. She liked it, and eventually I started to like getting it to. I hadn't "talked" to her since I got into the relationship.

I said aloud "Why did you both have to leave me?", when I heard "We didn't. Neither of us did."

(Continue to part two)