I came out late in life, but when I finally did, I went wild. Fortunately for me, a long time friend took me under his wing and became my gay kinky sex mentor. He preferred that label over Master. I thought that was because of our years long friendship but he described himself that way in all his relationships.

For these blogs I'll refer to him as Mentor Bill, or MB. MB brought up the idea of us establishing a fuck buddy relationship. I had no idea what that meant. I was 40 and sucked my first dick only months earlier. I hadnt fucked or been fucked yet I sure knew I wanted to try it all. In the early '90's the 'cocktail' had just become available so I also knew I had to be cautious. MB is a few years older than I, shorter at 5' 8" and very thin. While not unattractive, he was not my 'type'. I let him know I felt I was too new at this, and maybe later was a possibility. MB took my hand, looked directly into my eyes and said in a deep soothing yet sexy tone, "That is exactly why you will agree".

Without thinking I answered "Yes sir". He had me! In my typical fashion I began asking him all kinds of questions. He smiled and, in that same sexy tone, said we'd get to all that, however, from now on I was to speak only when he asked me something.

I became silent, yet on the inside I was like a kid on Christmas morning. After a couple of minutes of silence, MB stood up and instructed me to go home and await his further instructions. Those two minutes felt like two hours, so you can imagine how the next few day felt. My imagination began to race and the longest porn movie began to take shape in my head. My dick took note and I think i was hard for the entire time. On day three an envelope from MB arrived in the mail.

In my next blog I'll reveal the contents and what happened next.