Yuu chan said: (...) I had such a great time just letting go of all my cares and getting dirty. (...) It's a very childlike thing for me. It puts me in a comfortable state of mind and I just can go be as dirty as I want.
Yeah, I can relate. But unlike you, I didn't get messy as a Child, but deep down in my heart I always wanted to. I wasn't really aware of this, until I came across an Advertisement for a Theme Park, which featured a Man dressed up as a Pirate standing "in" the Water (looking back on it, it is very badly Photoshopped, but I was 7 or 8 ok). But for some reason, that image stayed with me, and I started dreaming about, how it would feel like or something. And for some reason, Mud was also involved pretty much from the beginning. And I belive it's similar to what you described, It allowes me to feel like a Child again, and experience a part of my Childhood, i've missed out.
For me, it started with wetlook. I'd see girls/women soaked with their clothes on and say to myself, "Wow, they look so pretty that way!" Mud followed, soon after that. And then, the movie Tommy came out! Seeing Ann Margret wallow in soap suds, baked beans, and chocolate syrup was a real thrill!
For me, I've had it as long as I can remember. Age 5 or 6 I had these shiny nylon shorts I would always wear without underwear because I liked how they felt, and I remember being fascinated by a quicksand scene in some old film, and by rugby on TV and thinking how nice it would feel sliding in the mud in my nylon shorts. One afternoon I was lying on my front on the living room floor, wearing my favourite nylon shorts without underwear, watching rugby and pulled myself up on my arms sliding back and forth on the carpet to try and imagine how it might feel sliding through the mud, and experienced my first dry orgasm. Of course at that age I had no idea what sex or masturbation was, but from then on I would "pretend play in the mud" most nights in bed! I even innocently told my parents about my fun new game - cringe!!!
However it was several years before my first real-life mud experience. I was a keen road cyclist and age 12 or 13 I got my first competition skinsuit, and lycra instantly became my other fetish. Soon after I went on my first adventure, riding my mountain bike out to some remote mud flats on the Torridge estuary. I couldn't believe how soft, creamy and silky-slippery the mud felt, as I sank up to my thighs only a few steps in, I spent the afternoon rolling, sliding, humping and cumming (at least 4 times) in my lycra in the mud, and I've never looked back since.
Mine is rather bizarre. It didn't originate from childhood because, for some strange reason, watching messy TV shows used to terrify me as a child. If there was a gunge scene coming up, I'd switch over or leave the room because I couldn't bear to watch someone getting gunged (to this day, I don't know why). Then, all of a sudden, when I was a teenager, I suddenly went the opposite way and started enjoying watching people get pied or gunged on TV and I remember thinking "I want to get pied". Of course, it took me years before I eventually did get messy for the first time (April 2005 to be exact). That first time I was very nervous beforehand. I had to have a wee drink to calm my nerves, but, after the first pie went in my face, I was hooked and then got several more pies splatted into my face and then a few buckets of gunge as well. Really enjoyed it.
Love you, too
