I am a transgender girl (pre-hormones, pre-surgery) entering my mid-20's looking to meet people that get off to seeing me seek validation from strangers on the internet so that I can feel the love my dad never gave me! I have socially transitioned for many years and I'm about to begin hormone therapy soon. I plan to have breast implants and vocal surgery later this year. My pronouns are she/they. If you must know my real name, you can figure it out from the subject title!

I have a fetish for wearing glamorous outfits for people and being instructed how to humiliate myself with wet and messy substances. I was conditioned from an early age to be ashamed of my sexual arousal so my brain has fused the feeling of erotic pleasure with interpersonal humiliation. I get off on being able to get others off through wearing sexy outfits, flirting with people, and performing degrading acts, as long as you derive joy in my suffering. I find nothing more arousing than the thought of having my face and body being visibly ruined and openly fetishized for your fleeting pleasure

I joined this forum for the opportunity so that I can make custom videos for people. You don't have to pay if you want me to be your slut, but you're welcome to if you want me to be your whore. A fun fact is that I knew of this forum when I was a repressed teenager in a past life. Another fun fact is that this is my first foray into sharing kinks online. I love fulfilling people's wet and messy fantasies in person. Sharing my filthy perversions online is the next level of sluttiness that I can only hope to achieve.

I am into wet and messy because I spent all my life hoping to be validated that it is relaxing to be able to embarrass myself. I enjoy roleplaying as a brat (I like being forced to lose games), as a sissy (I like the idea of sissy training), as an older step-sister (I love being naughty), as a slut (If I'm bullied, I'll cum), and as a glamorous model (I love wearing outfits that make me look like a princess or a whore). I hope to be able to fulfill your deepest fantasies and would do anything to avoid disappointing you.

Feel free to ask for specific photos of myself. Even if I don't have them, I may make them as long as you specify your preferences. I rarely wear makeup except for special occasions, but fulfilling your needs may motivate me to learn! If there is a question on your mind, just ask. Don't worry about being polite. I want to hear what you really! (But, only if you tell me that I'm hot. And, how you'd like to ruin me. Lastly, how I can please you.)