I know I know, I'm back with another serious one. But this really means a lot to me.
I'm living with serious BPD.
From a fetish point of view that means some days all I can think about is being pied in the face or slathering porridge over my others half's arse lol.
Other days it's the last thing I want to think about, even the thought makes me feel shameful and small.

I wondered if anyone is going through these kind of feelings.

Also want to make the point, between you lot and my current situation I've never felt more accepted. This is more about what's going on inside my head than anything else.