I get wamxious during winter and it brings up all kinds of behaviour. It gets very cold here sometime in November and doesn't really let up until April. My drive is strong, so I can't fully control myself during that time and end up doing "stupid" stuff.
Who else suffers from wamxiety during the winter months? How do you deal with it? Do you end up doing "desperate" stuff to tide over?
I can't really get into indoors wamming. I'm a bit neurotic about plumbing and also am used to the natural content of wamming such as mud etc.
As I'm quite fully dependent on outdoors wamming, it leaves me with few options during winter - none of them comfortable. Over this winter, I have acted upon situations where the temperature gets above zero and the streets turn into a wet and messy mayhem.
I have a bit of an "exhbitionist" thing - not so that I would jerk off out in the open or anything, but I get off on the thought of someone seeing me "accidentally" fall in a pool of slush and get totally drenched. I've gone out late in the evening and made a few public splashes (with a safe distance, of course) and it is a thrill! Pretty safe too. But - ridiculously, ridiculously cold. Somehow the excitement carries it through.
I just came back from seeing a friend in this wet weather and "accidentally" slipped on a slushy snow mound straight into a big puddle of wet slush, completely soaking myself. Then I walked home through downtown in my soaking clothes. I doubt anyone noticed as wetlook loses its "shine" kinda fast and I was wearing black clothes: black Nike woolie, black hooded downjacket, black Adidas trackies with black stripes and black Nike sneakers. Great thrill, still. And fucking cold! Can't wait for spring and mud warmed by the sun.
You guys and gals have any good wintertime crazy stories for helping to get through winter wamxiety?