Jess,

It's truely great news to hear that you are at least making good progress and you are doing well. Was shocked and saddened to hear you have been going through a tough time and no one deserves to have to fight like you have these past few months but you inspire so many and I for one have total respect for everything you do. Was lucky enough to session with you're good friend Miah before she retired and would like to think I could hopefully session with you too one day, as that was my intention but sadly not been able to make that happen yet...but who knows in the future if and when you're well enough again Definately luv to see you getting messy again and doing what you luv so much, which is clear to see by you're many video's and pics

You always put 110% into everything you do and your one true Splosher that I'd be happy to share a session or two with (if I can afford it that is!!) hehe

Please remember we are all here for you and if you ever fancy a chat, then please send me a message and thank you for the recent messages to update me on things too Mike.

Jessie...keep continuing to make that progress and take care of yourself, thinking of you


Luv and sloppy hugs

Martin

Lol! That's hilarious! Did she buy it?

Norman

Congrats on 10 years Jessie hun and glad your a lot better too

It's so good to hear that you are improving Jessie I've worked with some great models, but none as lovely, funny and MESSY as the all-conquering Jessie

Here are ten of my favourite pictures from our shoots . . . you have a standing invite to HotWamHQ any time you'd like to pay us a visit, so maybe we can try and top these some day?

Yes Norman.....we're sure she bought it cos we kept a straight face when we said it.
Had a long chat with Jess this morning.....couple of things....the website/MJ etc is deffo continuing but a lot of the business side will be me doing to make sure it doesn't interfere with her treatment.
Then of course Jess will be trying to the WAM bits when she can.
A lot depends on the assessment on Thursday of course so we'll report back after that.
She is doing well at trying to stick to the programme but she is vulnerable to crappy events happening so again it's a battle but she's fighting hard under her own steam....think that is the best explanation.
Thanks for all the good wishes and if you haven't posted please do cos it does mean a lot to Jess (and me!)
Just about to launch a 20 video package of her Nude/Topless stuff for $81 before they are taken off the two stores.

Quick update on Jess's health.
It's just been a very tough 2 weeks or so for her which has pushed her to breaking point to be honest.
As you know we had a 2 and a bit week break from each other and it enabled me to get to my house by the beach with the doggie,re-charge,clear my head etc and gave Jess chance to become more independent and try and follow her eating programme etc
So it did us both good and the good news is I'm miles better as a result mentally and physically and we are going to make sure I don't get burnt out again.
Jess improved in some ways too but a few things over the last couple of weeks or so have hit Jess at once (not pies!)....firstly having had the kids for half term she had to let them go again which rips her heart out,her depression meds were changed without it being explained to her they take 3/4 weeks to take effect so she's been without the help they give,the daily help from the Mental health stopped after a couple of days and again the support just isn't happening from Mental Health services...plus she doesn't want anyone else worrying so keeps quiet a lot.....typical Jess being more worried about everyone else than herself.
Anyway....she was struggling a lot already and then there was a huge blow...the assessment meeting about the 3 month in-patient course was cancelled at 4pm on the day before the meeting ....yet again showing a total lack of understanding by the Mental Health services about how she is feeling.
So it's now on the 17th March.
So understandably all these things together are making life very tough for her.
However she is trying like mad despite being tired,weak etc
I'm going over this week and we going to try to make sure the site stays alive between us and over the next few weeks look to the future.
The 'no more nude stuff' and making it fun for her again is paramount to her recovery and also the future of Messy Jessie.
Jess wants to try and do just one film or session a week,which is fine but I think it might be a once a fortnight in practice so it'll be trial and error until we work out what is and isn't doable.
So the good news is the intention is to keep everything going,the less good news is it is of course reliant on Jess's health and me fitting in some work on it when I can.
So thanks again for the kind support shown to Jess and to me.
Ta Mike (MJD)

Thanks for the update, Mike!

If the "Mental Health" people don't know how short notice changes, and med changes without full explanations affect patients, they should get into another line of work! That's ridiculous! :ohbruther:

I'm glad to hear that Jessie is doing what she can to fight for herself and try to keep following her program!

And I'm glad to hear that you had a chance to re-charge your batteries! I'm sure your "little guy" (with the fur coat!) was a big help in that! He's so cute, and seems to have quite the personality!

Good luck to both of you! I'm continuing to pray for Jessie!

Norman

Thanks Norman.
Jess is really poorly right now,we were going to try a 'pretend' session tomorrow as I honestly didn't think she was up to it and she isn't.
This cancellation of the assessment has really destroyed her spirit and some of the mental health people are using pretty harsh tactics on her.....I understand she has to stand up for herself but they are missing the support aspect in my view.
So trying to get the help balance,letting her help herself and me 'doing enough' is a neat trick we are working on.
I'm going tomorrow but I think we have a difficult 2/3 weeks ahead.
In the meantime I'll keep trying to make stuff happen in the store etc