I've been awfully quiet on here recently with only brief occasional visits but when I was last properly active on here I starting talking with a person about meeting up for a messy meet up,due to my inexperience I was intimidated by the idea but curious to try it,sadly my brain had other ideas.I went into one of my usual lows that led to me being inactive on here due to a loss of motivation in all things,this meant I left the person I had been speaking to wondering if things were going ahead etc,this person has now blocked me which I fully understand but I would like to extend my apologies their way even if they never read it.

And there you are,apologies for leaving you hanging I was genuinely curious and excited about meeting up with you but things and thoughts got in the way. Sorry x