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Why I don't get messy
By Jason_K416x
Posted 7/20/16     220 views
So, its been awhile since I've actually gotten messy. For anyone that reads this, you know I'm here generally a lot, and post a lot. However, I don't have actual content myself. The main reason I haven't changed that is because of a slump I've reached in my personal life.

You see, WAM is not a solitary thing for me, its very much tied to sexual attraction, but can also just be fun. Either way, its more of a "social" activity to me, one I'm terrified of sort of revealing to everyday people.

So, I could climb in the shower with a ton of whatever I found in the pantry and/or fridge and go to town, but I feel like there isn't really any point if I have no one to share it with. As I mentioned before, my wife has no problem with my paraphelia, but it really does nothing for them. They hate getting messy, they don't even like getting wet. I can say that things are pretty stale with us in general. I'm fighting my health, and I've encouraged the wife to indulge in their side relationship with a girlfriend. So, if there's no sex, why would there be WAM.

Maybe if someone told me they wanted pics or something, I'd feel compelled or even excited to start up. But I'm no model, and I know demand for male WAM is pretty low except for in the gay circles. Sorry gentlemen, I'm not gay. But I'm not homophobic either, and have no problem if anyone found me attractive. I'd be flattered actually.

I know this looks pathetic, but its why I put this here in a blog. Its not in the general forum, its not a public desperate cry for help, but I put it here for others that have similar issues, or maybe want to talk about things like this.

As always, if you have any imput, drop a message. If you don't want it to show up for anyone else to see, PM me if you like.

Peace and well wishes to you my fellow sloppy deviants,
Jason
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