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By YourMessyGirlx
Posted 4/9/19     799 views
Hey guys, i have some pretty bad news, which is why i've been avoiding this place like the plague. i just feel really horrible and i keep trying to figure something out but i can't. I probably won't be making anymore videos this year. which really sucks because i have no income, and like i've said before its impossible to get a job here. but i just cant figure out a solution.

this year was going good until my mom quit her job, which prevented me from making videos at home. i thought since she quit her job she'd have a plan for another job but she still hasn't gotten one. which is again coming back to its really hard to get a job here.

we are also moving, first to a family rental a village over while my parents find a house, and i don't know where we're going next, so that's even harder to plan for anything.

im also pregnant, yup, in my second trimester now actually, and obviously im not huge but i am showing a bit so if i just jumped and made a video ya'll would probably wonder . i also don't know how people feel about that, some people would probably stop watching me if i did make videos still.
im happy about the baby of course, and all my savings will go towards the baby. i dont have much but ill have enough for everything basic it needs. the problem is ive had to take money from those little savings to pay bills and buy food, which hurts my heart, but i won't get into that.


I also want to add that im not trying to complain or get pity. i may over share to you guys, im a big rambler, but this is no lie, and ive been on this site for awhile now, ive talked to so many of you guys, and i feel connected to this site. it honestly makes me really upset having to tell you all of this, and practically saying goodbye.

I thought this year was going to turn out different then what it is now and its become really overwhelming. and yea maybe its my fault for my situation. but ive been really trying to get things back on track, its just been really hard for me. its just crazy how fast things change, and how slow things are to fix it.


i also want to add i feel really bad for the few who bought me outfits and i haven't gotten to wear them, i was so excited to make videos for them. if i somehow can make a video this year ill make sure its with those outfits! if i cant then pray that next year i can find the time to start my videos up again. i had so many ideas and now they'll just be a note in my phone.

im going to miss you guys, and im really sorry..

for my videos im not sure what to do, do i discount them or leave them? im not making anything off them now so i guess it doesn't really matter.

i wish i could figure something out, but i just need to not stress about it and focus on trying to get my life situated over here.

Just dont worry about me, im healthy, i have a roof over my head, and summer's coming so maybe a job will pop up somewhere.

maybe ill come on here once in awhile to update you guys, i at least owe you that. but because this is already hard so it probably won't be that often. i just feel so bad about everything..

i just hope you dont think im lying or anything, if you want proof or something i can totally take a pic of my baby bump or something, maybe my empty bank account lol i wouldn't ramble on and on if it wasn't true. i would rather be making videos, making money, then wasting your time telling a story.

anyway ok i need to stop typing. I love you guys, ill miss you guys, and hopefully you'll see me back on here one day. you've done a lot for me, and im so glad to have known this site and all of you. take care of yourself!!

id love to read your comments or messages but again just typing this hurts so i probably won't read or reply to them, at least not all of them, not yet, give me some time ok. ill try to pop in again this week before i log off for a long time.
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mudkip:
4/9/19
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Good luck with the baby, hope everything turns out ok
Babane:
4/9/19
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Good luck with the baby and everything. Hope things will get better soon for you all
clue1:
4/9/19
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Nothing to have to apologize for. It's important to take care of yourself, particularly given the circumstances. And you don't have to be making videos to hang around here, of course.

Nothing but well wishes and all the best. Hopefully things will improve soon.
SploshJosh:
4/9/19
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You've absoloutly nothing to apologize for! I couldn't be happier for you and best of luck with the baby and starting a family, that priority far outweighs us lot here on UMD, like space shuttle weight outweighs

I'll confess I'll miss your uploads, but I had a feeling a lot of personal things were going on and that's why you weren't here. It's sad news certainly and it'll sad to say goodbye, but paths cross in the strangest of ways and hopefully you'll be back one day (And I'm sure I speak for all your fans when I say that we'll welcome you back with open arms).

The very, very best of luck in the future and I hope you find all the happiness you'll ever need in becoming a parent.

Kind Regards
Josh
moreslime:
4/10/19
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Congratulations on the baby and I hope all goes well for you. (And don't be silly, you don't need to post a photo - we believe you! )

Things sound a bit tight apart from that, so I'm crossing my fingers that both you and your mum find new jobs soon and things improve. And on that subject, you might as well leave your films up - after all, they can't earn you anything if they're stuck on your hard drive! At least you might get something by keeping your store going.

You will be missed. As I've always said, you're one of the most lovable and endearing wammers on UMD. It's touching to see that you're conflicted about having to step back, and it's to your credit you've posted to explain. I appreciate you're not enjoying saying this, and would rather you could just keep making messy films. But life gets in the way, huh?

Having said that, I do agree with "clue1". There's nothing to stop you posting, even if you don't make any films for the time being. I, and am sure a number of others, would love for you to stick around and contribute to threads in the main forum. Just a thought.

Anyway, I really hope we'll be seeing you back at some point. Take care xx

MS
untguy:
4/15/19
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You're going to be a great mom and I hope you don't stay gone from here. It may take a little while, but I'm sure you won't stop getting messy or making videos. Why aren't you making money from your videos on here anymore?
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