Lately from time to time of the day, whenever I feel horny enough... I began masturbating till I cummed. I don't know how I actually started doing that in the first place, but it felt soooo good and relaxing to me. It felt wonderful and temporarily I was in heaven. Anyway I been playing with myself whenever I feel the mood of hornyness; I used things such as female anime and real life female bare feet and sexy two piece outfits to help me fantasied myself so that i can successfully cum.

I continued doing this almost for 5 years long, yet I still do... I couldn't resist the feeling of pleasure and the thoughts of how slimy the cum is. Just felt so darn good to me and made me felt like i was invincible and powerful lol. While I masturbating or after, I always look around me if anybody was watching me since I don't live alone in the house because it looks weird and awkward. It's mostly a private matter unless I had some people with the same mind as I do. Rather I am paranoid and always on-sight when I play with myself. I had few reasons why I masturbate, and it's all because I love the pleasure feeling from it, prevents me from being depressed or going overboard with all the dirty fetish desires I had in my head, and I wanted to relax. Simple! Then after I did it, i felt weird and tired. Made me sleepy and weak half of the time. Once i cummed I lost all that pleasure energy and has finally controlled my senses for temporarily as several hours later I can be horny again. So I do have limited energy when I masturbate.

Idk how many times I done this, but I would say over 58 times for me and continuing still, therefore I am much of a Masturbate King and at same time I am sort of paranoid; I didn't want people to think it's stange or disgusting. Also I feel like I was the only doing it. *blushes and feels shy*