Separation and divorceBy Soaked-Kittyx
Posted 7/29/19 219 views
So my SO has finally lost it.
It doesn't matter that I love her and only her.
It doesn't matter that I cook and clean everyday for her
It doesn't matter that I chauffeur her everywhere, because why would she drive when she has me.
She has found a way to sabotage every job that I've had. Forcing me to leave work at the drop of a hat when she shows up expecting to be driven home(don't ask how she got there...it's a fight you'll lose). Calling my bosses to find out if I'm actually working when I say I am or if I'm cheating on her with a workmate.
Always sneakily checking my phone, tablet and computers (I dabble in graphic design so I run 2lptops, one being Alienware), to see if I'm being unfaithful to our vows.
I am not hiding anything from her that she hasn't known from the first week of us dating (almost 12 years ago). Of me having klinefelters syndrome. Of my doctors confirming that according to my DNA, I should have genetically and physically been born as a girl, with all the right parts.
That I enjoy being wet in and in wet clothing items both male and female, but preferred female as that is how I've identified internally as since day one(of when my first memories of feeling more comfortable going to elementary school, grade 1, wearing a pair of black pantyhose (my mom was small then) under my pants and then at recess just walking around the school yard and being completely calm and comfortable in my body.
That I like to share with others(umd communities back in the 90's aka message boards at the time. And now on UMD.
It's nothing new to her, and yet...........mental violent breakdown when my UMD was left running on my tablet web browser. ............when she was bored and decided to check my devices to see if I was being "faithful" to her. World war 3 in the doorframe of my bathroom this morning at 6:30am on her way out the door.
I fully expect my eviction this evening, which will me homeless. All friends and family are Jehovah's Witness and feel I'm an abomination so I'm shunned the minute she kicks me out, because that means I'm then allowed to be myself whenever I want. So I'm not stressing about pleasing others.
So no home, no car(sold mine the last time she made us move), no real source of income except for employment insurance which is barely enough for a roof over my head and with no employment good luck with that.
So yeah, separation and divorce.
The pic is how I feel in the relationship.
Spanked, cuffed, chained, dirty.
Not that I mind that but let me be myself when you do it