After a sad periord in November I made a vow to not have sex for a whole year. November this year to November next year.

True I made the vow in an emotionally compromised state and it's not like the vow changed anything. Things still happened. However I am not an oath breaker.

So how exactly can I enjoy WAM now? I've broken down the wall between sex and WAM and I enjoy having sex either in the middle of a session or afterwards.

I wonder if I can find a private pool to use and indulge in wetlook play. When the sex worker I see returns perhpas a messy session, sans the sex.

A fetish studio is opening up so that could provide a safe area not just for WAM sessions with others but also crossdressing sessions and meet ups.

Could order a custom. Had a dream, sex dream with one of the UMD community's best producers. Pretty much a session like I do already, just with their pizazz and flare. I could replecate it on my own. Instead of being me I dress up like her.

The logisitcs for that would be time consuming and funds as well.

It's really interesting. Being on the spectrum and sexually active is rather odd. I enoy sexual intercourse, the foreplay, the feeling. That I don't know. Your dressed sexy and your partner is and you both look at each other, study, feeling. Skin to skin or rubber layer to rubber layer.

I'll finish this, talking about it is something I could do on my personal blog. Need to ask the UMD community a question about cleaning. Or cleaning a certain piece of clothing, making it last a long time. The item is a very expensive garment and even though it staisfies the fantasy ruining it after the one time is not worth the price.