Lol I keep adding and adding, just gonna make a blog of thoughts instead of a 3ft long profile bio!

I'm in my 20s, I love gunge, and I'm open to more then people might think. I pretty much say what I mean at all times, But I think most people just don't believe anybody is that honest anymore. I feel like the first step to knowing me is knowing I mean what I say. I mean I really mean it, it's my code. But a lot of people I meet don't seem to really know what I believe in and why it is based on choosing positive things basically because a lot of people today don't give being good a chance. I wish I knew more people that actually believed I was telling them something from my heart, but my lofty words have only inspired me so far. I wonder if it's how I look or something. I dunno, I'm pretty tall so I can't always slip into a crowd. I have always tried to be equal to others and leave physical size out of my consciousness because I used to be kinda embarrassed over being tall, it's quite disappointing to come in contact with people who automatically assume I want to push them around because I happen to be taller then them. I am not like that at all. I would actually just not stand out, if I could .......one of the most appealing aspects of getting messy to me is that I can do something silly and funny, something That can tell you more about me and my true nature then any outside assumptions based in stereotypes of what I look like and what group I must belong to. I have been through quite a bit but I have stayed true to what I believe in. I don't lie to people, I don't pretend to want something in order to get what I want, I don't believe in making excuses for my mistakes, I believe in honesty. Most of all I believe in not hurting other people to get what you want. Something a lot of individuals in my past haven't believed in that much, but that's ok, sometimes you need to know when to love yourself first, even if that's something you never do. Sometimes you have to, and then you can move on.

Rule #1 don't ever trade being treated like garbage for being given something you really like later.
Rule #2 Enjoy you life, love who you want, love sex, love music, your friends, love anything you want- just don't love somebody who doesn't love, love.
Rule #3 Value yourself enough to demand respectful treatment of you, your body, and your possessions.