So I guess with each new year we get a bit older and a bit wiser, but when you're also still in something that could be classified as youth such as the twenties you also get bolder, until you reach middle age and the world just becomes a scary place you don't understand anymore. But I digress, I feel I've gotten bolder over the last year, perhaps best emphasized by my birthday gifts to myself for both my 21st last year and my 22nd this year.
Those familiar with the previous episode of 'My UMD blogs' will know that I spent my 21st having a session with one of the most open, unintimidating people on here. I enjoyed myself immensely, but was also ill-prepared, not the best at planning, and timid to boot. Still, I put myself out there and skyped with someone. This year I found myself upping the anti. I ended up having a couple pleasant yarns with Melted Heaven herself Kaydens, and eventually decided to just go for it and give a session another go, and try and step out of my shell even more. I was prepared to be the messiest I'd ever been, an absolute mess of a person, this was going to be the most extreme mess I'd ever made. I was going to use one can of whipped cream, a bowl of slime and a few bottles of chocolate sauce, as I Skyped alongside someone who has completely submerged herself in mess multiple times and has been doing it for years, constantly being almost unrecognizable under so much slop!
Yeah, I was still nervous and timid to boot. This crazy girl seemed to be so comfortable getting messy it was second nature! Here I was, some timid kid turning 22 in a small shower with a couple of sweet things, camming with someone who has appeared in multiple producers videos, and turned getting messy into an art form. I almost felt out of my league.
But Kaydens was an absolute delight, and we had a pretty perfect session. She encouraged me as I started exploring a few other kinks of my own (I brought my first ever pair of bra and panties to crossdress in for her), kept the mood lighthearted and welcoming, and encouraged me to be as silly and as crazy as I wanted every step of the way. As pies, slime, chocolate, truths and dares were thrown all about us despite being on opposite sides of the world, we laughed and played and had a great time. More than that I was able to see I had grown since my first Skype session with someone as well I was better prepared, less scared to talk and offer up ideas to her, and able to both tell her what to do with so much mess, and willingly accept the messy fates she had in store for me! By the end we were both drenched in pies, slime and chocolate, rubbing it all ourselves and giggling like schoolgirls.
Thank you so much Kaydens, you were able to take someone still new and still timid to the world of mess and make them that much bolder!