Limits and general interests
By MessyMilfMelaniex
By MessyMilfMelaniex
Posted 4/5/23 356 views
I dont have that many hard limits. But just 3 main ones.
Nothing thats likely to kill or significantly maim me. Im not into pain for pains sake, but i have a reasonable tolerance if its a side effect or unintended.
Nothing that is too much of a health risk or likely to get me pregnant.
Nothing that is too illegal or likely to get me arrested.
I generally am into painless torture. I'm not sure how much of a sub I really am, or if im mostly just a masochist with sensory issues. If I am any sort of sub - it is a brat sub - i will run my mouth and act up and only part comply and generally earn much worse punishments for myself. I can eventually be made to behave - but then it feels almost like hypnotism - i open my mouth to protest but my body is already complying. Which just pisses me off more - which in context also adds to my arousal.
Messy is the most effective painless torture for me that ive found. The more i hate it in the more uncomfortable in a gross way. The more turned on i get which combines well with humiliation. Though im not into degredation being called a piece of shit would just make me sad.
I seem to need sensory overload and emotional overwhelm to get off most effectively. But i need it to feel like a safe space to lose control of my own thinking.
As well as mess things like tickling and teasing also work quite well and can combine. Generally gross feeling anything will work even if its just a tongue in my ear its enough to make my skin crawl so it can be a simpler way to achieve the same reactions with less preparation and clean up.
I prefer to be more like a pet you'd mess with but in a loving way. I mean that as a metaphor im not into role playing animals
But like how you tease a cat with a laser pointer and it gets confused and frustrated. lts a funny predicament, but its not done in hate
Before i got ill for about 9 years i used to work in the adult industry for a bit
over a decade.
So im very well experienced and trained in a bunch of stuff.
But im a bit rusty now perhaps
Rusty and maybe a bit past my best before date lol
Nothing thats likely to kill or significantly maim me. Im not into pain for pains sake, but i have a reasonable tolerance if its a side effect or unintended.
Nothing that is too much of a health risk or likely to get me pregnant.
Nothing that is too illegal or likely to get me arrested.
I generally am into painless torture. I'm not sure how much of a sub I really am, or if im mostly just a masochist with sensory issues. If I am any sort of sub - it is a brat sub - i will run my mouth and act up and only part comply and generally earn much worse punishments for myself. I can eventually be made to behave - but then it feels almost like hypnotism - i open my mouth to protest but my body is already complying. Which just pisses me off more - which in context also adds to my arousal.
Messy is the most effective painless torture for me that ive found. The more i hate it in the more uncomfortable in a gross way. The more turned on i get which combines well with humiliation. Though im not into degredation being called a piece of shit would just make me sad.
I seem to need sensory overload and emotional overwhelm to get off most effectively. But i need it to feel like a safe space to lose control of my own thinking.
As well as mess things like tickling and teasing also work quite well and can combine. Generally gross feeling anything will work even if its just a tongue in my ear its enough to make my skin crawl so it can be a simpler way to achieve the same reactions with less preparation and clean up.
I prefer to be more like a pet you'd mess with but in a loving way. I mean that as a metaphor im not into role playing animals
But like how you tease a cat with a laser pointer and it gets confused and frustrated. lts a funny predicament, but its not done in hate
Before i got ill for about 9 years i used to work in the adult industry for a bit
over a decade.
So im very well experienced and trained in a bunch of stuff.
But im a bit rusty now perhaps
Rusty and maybe a bit past my best before date lol
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