I only ever saw them once. In a photo. A basic photo. A pair of simple and basic high heels. Nothing compared to the sky-high pleasers, thigh high level of boots and heels you'd find from pleaser.

Just simple.

I found the rose gold, ankle strap, 90s design pair of heels to be fantastic. Not a slim sexy stiletto either, a nice comfortable and stable block.

My friend who I must admit, her whole outfit along with the heels was beautiful. But her heels just made think.

I've seen, dated and had sex with and in the sexiest heels known around. My ex and I would walk around in a heels, then, well you know, dress up in a rubber gear and heels and do it until we got tired.

My boots in my profile picture make me feel sexy, the look it too. However, I have found that sexy is not beautiful.

I set out to find out the make of my friends heels. Now I could have asked her, straight up. But no, she has had issues with her own ex. One of them being he posted photos of her feet online and made money without her permission. Respected her too much to ask.

After a long time of searching, I found them, and I finally understood.
I wear the sexy heels some women wish to wear but never do. However, a real woman, a normal woman doesn't go for the sexy, sky-high stiletto heels or the towering platform Pleasers.

They go for comfort, stability and simplistic elegance.

I must also admit that when it came to my search I became obsessed. These heels were my white whale. The feeling connected to them.

Now that I found them. I don't have the desire to perform sexual acts. No masturbating to pictures, not wanting to caress them with them on their own or being worn.

I look at them as if I see a picture of Tiger 131 or the Flying Scotsman. Beautiful. The rose gold is shiny, but also dull. Elegant in the way that it shows off but is still subtle enough to not make the wearer stand out if they don't want to. Unlike the silver variant of the heels.

I'm puzzled. Is this just my personal preference? Is my autism spectrum disorder, somehow to do with this?
Now that I'm getting old are my tastes maturing? Or is it just I am open to all styles, all looks.

You don't have to wear a pair of thigh high boots or sky high pleasers to look beautful. Just a plain ankle strap block pair of heels.