So I keep getting messages asking me what got me into clowning and WAM, and what else I like. So what officially got me into clowning and WAM is BrocasClown. You can all thank him for converting. Though I gotta say converting me wasn't a difficult task, other than the planning of it all. I decided I wanted to clown with him, but on my terms so that I was comfortable with it. I practiced make up for about a week and planned an outfit I liked. And on Halloween we hit the town as two pervy freaky clowns... It...was....EPIC!!! I'm already a very social person and talk to like everyone. Now I could talk to very literally EVERYONE!!! Make them pervy balloon things, make all the innuendo I wanted and nobody got offend or pissed at me for being a perv. I could climb on things, jump off things, make armpit sounds, make faces and nobody batted an eyelash at my 'behavior'. I was in love, like deep, no shit, head over heels for real love. Besides the fact that I absolutely adored the way I looked (one sexy mafuckin clown if I do say so myself) I also got to me be. 100000000% pure genuine me. I haven't felt that free in... since I discovered and actually understood S&M.

I think it was maybe a week later we got everything set up for me to WAM for the first time. I talked to a friend of mine who is a photographer, and told him I wanted to document this adventure, And he happily volunteered his time, space, and talent to me. Brocas and I collected all our supplies and headed over. I was so nervous. To be really truly honest, I can take all the selfies I want. But some one else taking pictures of me and especially recording me makes me super nervous and panic. BUT I DID IT!!! YAY! And the only thing I regret is not having more time and space. I wanted to roll in the frosting and colors. Ooooooh the colors. Sweet sweet sugary colors all over me. I may have just found the gates of heaven...

Now to mix my BDSM interests into my beautiful Clown/WAM world.

But I really think it started earlier then that for me. I never really grew out of the eating with my fingers phase as a kid. Up until my early/mid 20's I still ate everything with my fingers unless I was in public with people and then I had to make a very conscious effort to use utensils. I love the way food feels in my hands. Gooey, squishy, greasy, firm. I am an avid player with my food-er. In eating mostly with my hands it would generally get all over me too. It never bothered me, that was part of the experience and joy. Plus eating with your fingers some how magically makes food taste 1000% better!
Now the clowning has been an interest for me since I was a young teen. Clowns, honestly were either really, really annoying or arousing.. Does anybody remember 'Real Sex' from HBO? Cinemax after dark? Yeah, I watched those when ever I could, and one if them had an episode on Clown Orgies! BLEW.MY.MIND. I wanted to be that and do that so bad. That has always stuck with me, but I always felt absurd admitting it or telling anyone about it. And now I do, do it!! (Sorta, lol)

Sooooo. That's it. Those are the things that got me to where I am and why I do em.

If you would like to know about my 'non' clown/wam kink interests, please check out my fetlife profile. There's a link on the main page. May eventually post a list here.