It's actually so awesome. I just need to figure out how to hang out with her more often. We've already hanged out several times and gone mudding a few times. I even went to my first pride event with her. Adorable and I love her.
We have a little minecraft world we've been playing on and she introduced me to beamng. (both modded). I finally have someone to share a balanced form of a love for cooking. I've had her try my mahi mahi dish and she has yet to share with me her favorite dish.

Yeah sounds like a diary input but I feel like I needed to type it out and share why I've been away for longer than expected. We met through the r/quicksand subreddit. I'm glad it's moving slowly in my opinion and she's allowing me to move in a way at my own pace of feeling love again. I haven't actually felt love without lust in a while. I love this person. I wanna see her grow.