I'm currently on board a train, journeying from the wilds of Berkshire, into the unknown. I'm en route for my first ever private WAM session, & to say I'm nervous would be an understatement.

The two ladies I'm lucky enough to be visiting are Kacie James & Roxy Mendez, surely two of THE most gorgeous girls currently inhabiting the WAM universe. Roxy, pretty & sexy by anyone's standard, Kacie, gorgeously cute, adorable, all cheeky smiles & eyes that can melt you at ten paces. This makes me more nervous, it feels as if for my first time I'm going to be WAMming with, to me, the creme de la creme. Talk about starting at the top!

If you'd told me even 6 months ago I'd be doing this, i'd've laughed (for a long time, loudly, probably right in your face.) And now I'm 3 hours away. I'm thinking 'have I got everything? Has all the food been delivered? Will I feel comfortable? Is one of the girls going to open the door & say "we were only joking...."?'

I've always kept my WAM fetish secret, hidden away. It feels as if I'm doing something furtive, forbidden, something I shouldn't be doing...how many others before me have had these feelings, as if they're conducting some clandestine long-distance cross-country love affair?

I'll see you on the other side anyway. Hopefully with the kind of stupid grin on my face that I usually reserve for wedding photos. Wish me luck!