Jesus i'm bored. I want to pie guys, not talk about it. But I don't because I'm in a relationship with a non-wammer. I love him very much and because of that I don't want to humiliate him. Especially because he has no interest in humiliation or mess. before I met him I tried to form relationships with WAMmers. I met many who I thought shared outside interests, a few I was actually interested in as people and wanted to know more. But I guess because it's a fetish and not something to be shared outside of this or other sites, they never wanted more than wam bam pie me man. So I gave up trying, left the WAM world and fell in love. But I knew I was into WAM before I knew I was into men. I can deny my WAM fetish as easily as I can the color of my skin.

I hate pity. It pisses me off when WAMmers feel sorry for me because I'm not in a WAM relationship. Well good luck and I hope you're able to do it. There are maybe 200 gay male wammers in the US. So you've already got a shallow pool. Do they live in the same region? Are they into the exact same thing as you? Do they find you attractive? Are they within what you consider an 'acceptable' age range? Yeah, there's all that other shit too. So again, I wish you luck.

I wish gay male WAMmers were as free as straight WAMmers but it makes sense that they're not. It's double shame. Not only are you gay, but you're into this crazy fetish! It just makes it harder to share. The Messy Forum is filled with all sorts of interesting threads. I want to post there, but I feel like it's kind of homophobic. The Male Forum is the usual posting of a vid from you tube or somebody doing a solo scene. Does anyone enjoy those? Do the people doing them enjoy them? Maybe, but then I guess they're not into the humiliation aspect, just the sensual. Gay guys on this forum don't talk as freely. I want to, but i'm afraid to do so. I have so much to say.


We'll see how long I Ieave this up. I never share many of my opinions on the internet and I don't think it's a good idea, even here. Call me old fashioned.