Being with someone who isn't into sploshing and being faithful is the hardest thing I love this fetish some much but I feel like my time might be up soon about actually getting gunged by someone, I just don't feel the same sploshing myself other options are to book with kacie james who has offered sessions but it's having the money to do it at my age

It sounds like you tried to present this to your partner before and it did not go well. How did you go about introducing her to it? And have you asked if she has anything she would like to try?

Hey, I'm sorry to hear this isn't going so well for you. I know this feeling all to well, I have WAM blueballs like you wouldn't believe. Money isn't so much an age thing, you can be poor at any age. If something like a session would help you, then try and save up for it if it's a possibility.

I know it's hard when you're with someone who doesn't share your passion.
My wife hates it, and whilst she will give it a go (very occasionally) her complete lack of enjoyment does take away some of the magic. Sometimes you have to strike a balance.

Why not try going along to the event down your way next month?
Could be a perfect time to discuss it and meet other who share your passion for the messier side of life.