I have pretty much gone my whole life without really realizing that what I had on my hands was a fetish but, because this is a recurring theme in my subconscious, active arousal and especially my dreams, I have to admit it. This even goes back to childhood, embarrassingly enough. I have had very vivid dreams all my life and I almost always remember them... Warm-hot water, soap, oil, mud, rain, soggy grass and especially swamps.

In any case, I'm happy I've finally found a community that specializes in these things. I was really confused for a while.