For me, it also started with YCDTOTV.
Allow me to begin by saying I think it is seriously the worst show ever made. I thought it was just bizarre beyond anything as a kid, and creeped me out to a point; I found Out of Control to be a slightly easier substitute to swallow. As I grew older, I gave it more chances, and everytime it just screamed "stupid".
However...it was when girls got slimed or drenched, I enjoyed seeing it, and in an awkward way that I didn't feel comfortable letting others know about.
When desperate enough to watch it, I'd turn the volume all the way down, and pray desperately for a girl to get slimed.
When I finally got the internet, I of course started doing random searches for this type of thing, and in the end wound up literally looking up YCDTOTV...several times over.
it would take some time longer before I found this avenue.
I eventually admitted my secret to my then-best friend, and he chewed me up over it; no, he didn't end our friendship or anything but he semi-threatened to. Years later, I'm ill-bothered by it as he has fallen out of grace to an extent from me, and proven to be very shallow.
I also revealed it to a few others who weren't so bothered by it...and my girlfriend is very understanding about it; I showed her everything.
I even posted about it on this forum when I successfully had done so
